My Canceled Trip

Salam...

Argghhh! I have to cancel my Bandung trip... tsk..tsk... I just dreamt about going there and lazing around, get myself out of this pressure... but NOT!
my hubby has to do some presentations on one of those days...

tskk...tskk... sampai merajuk2 aku sama dia semalam...

so today I called AirAsia, to change date, and prepared to pay for the diferences... and got to know the flight is CANCELED!!! waaa, luckily I cancel dulu... imagine if we go to the airport, or just got to know a day before the flight, my god! akan sakitnya hatiku ini...

but anyway, sorry B... for showing my 'merajuk-ness' yesterday...

hhehehe... merajuk for no cause... ekekkee...

p/s: taknak kasik tau dia laa flight cancel... nanti malu sendiri kena gelak... hehehe

Tak Suka! Tak Suka!

Salam...

iskk, aku betul2 tgh tak suka dengan kerja aku sekarang...
damn hate it!
macam mana nak buat kalau tak suka??? dan tak tahu???

aku grad dulu lain (benda2 computer ni)... sekarang nak kena tgk benda2 financial ni pulak!
iskk... screw you realignment! benciiiii!
aku bukan tak boleh belajar, I'm fine with learning (after all, hidup kita ni pon mmg akan sentiasa belajar)... tapi dah kalau passion tu tak datang sekali masa nak buat keja tu, macam mana?
ntah laa... cakap ngan MAM, dia hanya boleh kata sabar... sabar... think positive, it's all in your mind... (jenuh dah aku reprogramkan brain aku suh steady... somehow, only physical nampak relax, dalam otak dah gelabah togel dan benci yg meluap2!) OK sapa ada keja kosong, meh offer aku... benci dah ni weh tgk income statements + balance sheets orang... nyampah!

sementara tu aku nak mententeramkan hati dgn melihat gambar2 hero2 ku bermain layang2 di Taman Metropolitan Kepong, last Sunday... akak laa tukang amik gambar... sbb layang2 taknak naik, penat dah tawaf keliling padang tu... jadik cameraman lagi best! nampak hasil skett...

anak beranak lepak, layang2 tgh tinggi di angkasapuri

ni dah flying low... so si ayahanda dah cuak, takut anak nangis... si anak hanya penonton setia...

Dia Bukan Kekasih Gelapku...

Salam...

Here’s a chance to see how well you really know your husband/boyfriend/lover.Cut, paste and fill in the answers, then shoot, you know what to do. The real challenge is to send it to your husband/boyfriend/lover to see how right you really are..... (I got tagged by a friend in FB, so I guess pasting it here will gimme more entry.... teeheehee...)

my romanticus husband... (you can go puke if you want to, I donch care ;)

1. He’s sitting in front of the TV, what is on the screen?
Some football channels, or cerita Melayu as he always refer it as "Cerita Masyarakat"...

2. You’re out to eat; what kind of dressing does he get on his salad?
He usually go for Caesar- 'terpaling selamat'

3. What’s one food he doesn’t like?
Petai- afraid of the after- smell... teeheehee

4. You go out to eat and have a drink. What does he order?
Nasi goreng USA + teh ais kurang manis satu, boss!

5. Where did he go to high school?
Sekolah Dato' Lokman, KL or he calls it 'MRSM Dato' Lokman'... takleh buat apa, kena kasik can..

6. What size shoes does he wear?
Size 8-9 (same as the wife, God! bosa eh kaki den!)

7. If he was to collect anything, what would it be?
Watches! (yg mahal than my long awaited (yg x dapat lagi tu) handbag... tsk.. tsk...)

8. What is his favorite type of sandwich?
with meatballs... (as at now, only can be found in Subway. Kami jarang makan pon, but I think he prefers this more than yg sardin tu!)

9. What would this person eat every day if he could?
Tomyam yg masam + pedas bangat!

10. What is his favorite cereal?
cornflakes with sugar... no sugar, tak sedap!

11. What would he never wear?
'mat rempits' silver bracelet + necklace...

12. What is his favorite sports team?
Liverpool + Real Madrid

13. Who did he vote for?
undi adalah rahsia...

14. Who is his best friend?
ME? If guys: his big brother, and most of the KIKO FC (his college football mates)

15. What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn’t do?
My over indulgence on bags and shoes?

16. What is his heritage?
Malay + Minang (waang tabaik!)

17. What is his favourite colour?
White + Blue

18. What is his habit?
tarik rambut gatal...

19. What is he proud of?
His mom.... (me, too?) ;-)

20. Lastly, do you think he will read this?
I will make sure he does, I wanna know whether I'll score full marks or not...

Kung... Kung... Kung

Salam...

tu bukan bunyik aku menumbuk sambal belacan, tapi batuk aku yg tak baik- baik ni...
dah sampai nak tercabut anak tekak ni aku rasa, kegatalan dia yg maksimum ni, Tuhan saja yg tahu... bila nak baik ni?
ubat dah berbijik2 aku telan (aku tak pakai botol punya, nurse tu bagi yg cam jenis strepsils), tapi tanda2 nak baik takde... malam nak tido pon susah!
pagi2 bangun nak pegi keja, kepala nenong semacam jek... mantong sememeh muka aku...

so aku dah takde mood nak tulis apa2... walaupon aku pakai jari, tapi bila batuk tu datang, rasa cam nak tercabut keyboard ni aku tekan!

adios!

Sirah Junjungan @ Istana Budaya

Salam...


Went to watch that musical theater last Friday... Kudos to Erma Fatima for the effort! Enlightening...


It brought tears to my eyes... when they sang Raihan's song "Alangkah Indahnya Hidup Ini" (solo by bang Jamal!)

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini

Andai dapat kutatap wajahmu

Kan pasti mengalir air mataku

Kerna pancaran ketenanganmu

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini

Andai dapat kukucup tanganmu

Moga mengalir keberkatan dalam diriku

Untuk mengikut jejak langkahmu

Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah

Tak pernah kutatap

Rasulullah Ya Habiballah

Kami rindu padamu

Allahumma Solli Ala MuhammadYa Rabbi Solli Alaihi Wasallim

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini

Andai dapat kudakap dirimu

Tiada kata yang dapat aku ucapkan

Hanya tuhan saja yang tahu

Kutahu cintamu kepada umat

Umati kutahu bimbangnya kau tentang kami

Syafaatkan kami

Alangkah indahnya hidup ini

Andai dapat kutatap wajahmu

Kan pasti mengalir air mataku

Kerna pancaran ketenanganmu

Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah

Terimalah kami sebagai umatmu

Ya Rasulullah Ya Habiballah

Kurniakanlah syafaatmu

I would recommend you to go and watch the performance, to always remember the sacrifices done by our beloved Rasullulah pbuh... May Allah rewards us with strengtened iman...

model ku...

main model & his apprentice...

Vanida as Siti Khadijah, Rebecca (new actress?) as Hendon, and rozrazalli as Siti R. ;)

p/s: Vanidah whispered to me: Spread the news to your friends, tell them to come for the love of Rasullulah...

Warkah Buat Bapakku...

Salam...

Bapak, selamat hari jadi yang ke 62 (06/03/09). Alhamdulillah, Allah masih memberi tenaga kpd bapak utk masih lagi meneruskan usaha memberi ruang2 kemewahan dan kemudahan kepada mak, kami anak2 dan cucu2, walaupon bapak ada sakit2 kecil- kecilan (yg kadang2 pon boleh memeranjatkan)...

Tak dinafikan kami anak2 masih lagi membuat bapak pening kepala dgn karenah kami adik- beradik (dari kecil sampai sekarang), tapi percayalah... mungkin apa yg Roz buat selama ni, utk mendapat perhatian... I still wanna be your little girl :) Roz tak tau pasal anak2 bapak yg lain, tapi Roz sangat bersyukur bapak sebagai bapak Roz... (and I'm sure they do, too).

Banyak peristiwa2 duka yg berlaku di dalam keluarga kita, tapi Roz ambil semua tu sebagai penguat ikatan kita, dan segala yg baik Roz akan ingat sampai bila2... Kadang2 perasaan kecewa, marah atau tidak senang mmg ada Roz simpan, tapi bila dipikir balik, sebagai anak, Roz tak berhak utk memanjangkan perasaan itu... Roz tetap sayang bapak, end of story! Cuma Roz berharap bapak faham apa yg kami suarakan, terutama yg bercanggah dengan pendapat/ idea bapak, adalah untuk keselamatan/ kesenangan bapak... sbb kalau ikut sejarah, terlalu banyak org yg mengambil peluang atas sifat bapak yg suka menolong (I hate those people!!!)...

Akhir sekali, Roz minta maaf atas apa2 yg Roz cakap/ buat yg mengecewakan bapak... Tapi banyak yg Roz lakukan adalah jalan yg terbaik utk kita sekeluarga... jatuh bangun, kita akan tetap satu keluarga...

- I am still your little girl, Roz -

dinner @ naili's place, Ampang Pt. Tokwan entertaining his cucus (all boys, bila nak ada girl ni?)

Ye, anakku mmg manja dgn Tokwan dia!

Cousins, checking own self- reflection...

with baby- chair...

hero gue pon mau beraksi dgn baby- chairnya...

I Commit Myself To You...

Salam...

One of my anak angkats finally got married... Alhamdulillah... congrats Alle*m & Saki*ah! You guys rock! Got married at the age of 20 and still in the college! Saki*ah is Alle*m's classmate, who is at the same time, the daughter of the dean in their school! Wah, terrer laa you, pandai mengayat anak dekan you!... Whatever it is, me and Uncle Lan are happy for you.. and don't forget to study and be a good paed one day, Insya Allah...

I knew his family when we were in States. His parents were the most helpful person in the world... seriously, we have never met anybody like them... They came from a very well- known family, and yet so humble... even the kids! I adore them so much esp on the first day I arrived in States, imagine the moment they saw me for the first time, they came running to me, took my hand, kiss it and give salam... and the best part, they were raised in States! (and their English is so berabuk, I tell you! hahaha)... and they are always like that until now... sometimes it made me and MAM think, why aren't kids (not all) in Malaysia like that... to have respect to other people, hug and kiss their mommies in public without feeling embarass (esp boys), bond with fathers like friends (they do it until now, I'm hoping AZA will do these to us later, Insya Allah)...

So, next in line is Zuf*r... yeay! nasik minyak lagi...

he was with his Gameboy all the times and always fought with her lil' bro, Azz*em... and he's married now...

The family that we owe them a lot... Thanks, you guys the bestest!

with them all...

Another story, my SIL was 'dirisik' (what they call it in English, BTW?) about 2 weeks ago... Congrats Ij*... and lets start planning for your big day (she's skipping her engagement part, straight to the point, she said)... hehhe... so what's AJK you're putting me for? The exhaustion of handling Abelong's wedding last year isn't over yet, and I'm back at it again... mak aihh, penatnya! But nevermind, as long as you get what you want for your moments! Let the engine running....

sesi penyarungan cincin

some gifts exchanged. this were prepared by her... nice eh? she's a florist pon, tu yg cantik dia buat...

I'm Always Yours...

Salam...

semalam tak sempat nak update, MC... sakit belakang + ada perasaan 'tak rajin' sikit ;)
so aku tepek laa apa yg berlaku hari rabu haritu...
Yours truly and her hubby went to Stadium Negara, tgk concert... Jason Mraz!!!
sangat seronot!!!
walaupon aku hanya dapat mengikut 3-4 lagu sahaja (hafal separuh2 jek pon), dan lagu2 yg lain tu tak tau langsung (alaa, biasa laa ada ramai org gak camtuh)... aku tetap melayan... walaupon dgn hanya menepuk2 tangan, tepuk2 peha dan goyang2 tengkok!

dan si Jason itu sangatlah comel! not from the way he looks, but his gestures and everything... iskk, toksah cakap laa pompuan2 sebelah/ depan/ belakang aku kan... terjerit2... aku jek tak! suamiku kan ada kat sebelah.. kena laa control... hahaha, tidak laa kan... lakiku pon akan blur kalau aku dok senyap begitu sahaja...

abis concert tu, kitorang tak balik terus... tunggu kat backstage door pulak! tunggu dia balik... aku dapat laa good spot by the tangga bus... bila JM tu nak naik bas jek, menjerit2 laaa semua org (mind you, kita tak jerit ok! kita jerit2 halus jek...) dia siap baling t-shirt and this one girl yg duduk atas bahu bf dia dapat... imagine kalau aku yg duduk atas bahu suamiku juga, konfem dapat laa deeyyy!!! (tapi suamiku kata, kalau harus terjadi begitu, dia kata it will be a win- lose situation, aku menang dapat t-shirt, dia kalah dapat sakit tengkok!) chaittttt! nanti akak turunkan berat dulu, baru dia boleh carry... oohhh sungguh romantisnya janjimu itu, suamiku...

but anyhow... kami gumbira... esp MAM, pasal dia yg nak sangat tgk... aku belanja dia mengenangkan aku frust si Rihanna tu cancel... so aku tutup mata dan beli jek JM's tix ni... (letih dah tau hafal lagu Rihanna, bila laa dia nak buat concert ni?)

(pix to come, tak upload lagi)

Work vs. Blogging

Salam,

after some time I have not been at other people's office (my job requires me to be at one, actually... bosannya!), I am now today writing from one of my banks...

fortunately this particular bank is very near to my dear hubby's office... so when it's time to go home, I can just walk to his office instead of following my teammates back to the office, to continue working...

I'll be here until Apr... oh! that is too long... we do have Internet connection here, but on sharing basis... so, even if I wanna use it to check emails, yada-yada-yada... I might not have the luxury of blogging... ooohhh sungguh tak bestnya... I can't really catch- up on what's happening, but I'll try my very best to do so, even if I have to sacrifice my lunch hour (when all of them are gone eating)... but errr, would I do so in this freezing room??? Maybe YES NOT!