Rumusan: Apa Yang Terjadi Baru2 Ini

Salam...

Dah lama saya sembunyikan diri. Saya rasa saya banyak berbicara melalui FB dan T saja... Mungkin medium itu lebih 'di hujung jari' :) Jadi di sana sajalah saya melepas geram/ buah pikiran dan lain2 lagi...

OK, saya sebenarnya sudah bersiap sedia berkemas untuk balik rumah... tak rasa nak duduk lama di tempat yang memberi saya makan ini... sebab mood saya bercuti baru2 ini masih ada lagi :) Lagipon hari ini hari Jumaat. Perlu.Pulang.Segera.Naik.Kenderaan.Awam.Hujan.Semakin.Lebat.Diluar.Awan.Berarak.Hitam.

OK. Tujuan asal penulisan:

Saya baru naik kerja semalam... selepas 3 minggu lebih bercuti.

Kerana, 2 minggu pertama saya dapat MC, saya menjalani pembedahan kecil di perut. Saya pon tak sangka Dr. Hamid Arshat (Dr. yang dari saya kecik asyik baca artikelnya dalam mag apa saya tak ingat, terima kasih kepada makcik saya yang melanggan) nak korek perut saya... tapi takpe laa... kalau ini dikirakan sebagai salah satu usaha untuk mengadik- beradikkan AZA, saya redha, In Shaa Allah...

Minggu yang ke 3 lebih kepada menghabiskan saki baki cuti tahunan yang ada lebih kurang 5 hari tu...
Best ye sebenarnya tak kerja ni (tapi gaji jalan, boleh?) Alhamdulillah, AZA pon macam gembira saya ada di sisi dia, walaupon kadang2 tu, macam nak runtuh rumah saya mengaum dekat dia suruh belajar :)

Kemudian, saya meraikan ulangtahun perkahwinan yg ke 10 pada hari tahun baru... Alhamdulillah. Sudah 1 dekad kami bersatu...

Hari kedua pada tahun baru, saya menghantar AZA ke sekolah baru... Nampak dia sangat mudah untuk mengadaptasi diri dia di kalangan kawan2 dan cikgu2 baru... bila dah hantar ke sekolah, mak bapak yang cuti ni tak tau nak buat apa... jadi kami pulang dan sambung tidur sementara menantikan jam 12 kerana saya ada temujanji dengan Dr. pakar mata pula...

Pukul 12 saya tiba di hospital dengan bantuan suami... Tunggu punya tunggu, lepak punya lepak, sampai dah satu tahap tu kadang2 rasa macam nak bukak tempat tidur awam pulak, baru saya berpeluang berjumpa dr yang saya sangat kagum, Dr. Muhaya... Cerita punya cerita, dan dia dah tgk rekod saya, maka secara tiba2 dia bersetuju untuk terus buat L.A.S.I.K di kedua2 mata saya...

Sekian, saya sekarang sudah bebas kacamata dan kanta lekap... Alhamdulillah...

Roz Remembers...

Salam...

I still remember very vividly on how I started my new chapter of life 7 years ago (1 Jan 2003)... I was anxious, elated and looking forward the moment I'd be called Mrs. Azlan...

Being married of course change your life 270 degrees (another 90 will still be the same for some ppl like me :) I learn new skills esp the one in the kitchen dept (my mom is a good cook, ok... can you blame me?), share bed with a guy (psst, being the only daughter I am) and few thousand things that I have to give and take with this particular person... Yeah, there were moments we couldn't stand each other because of some silly disagreements, but it was merely looking things from different perspectives...

I remembered my wedding preparations... Gosh! most people dread doing those things, from wedding dress, to catering, then the decos, the gifts (hantaran).. yada, yada, yada...

I was lucky (was I?) as I was thousands kilometers away from home, and all were done thru numerous phone calls, emails to approve invitation card's designs, and selecting gifts from Ebay... I think I've spent a lot of my then-scholarship money on phone cards and payphone... Urrghh, such a waste.

My then husband-to-be , my BFFs, my parents, siblings helped a lot! When I said a lot, yup.. without them, I would just come back home and got married in one of the masjids, and that's it!

Instead, I came back, did some fittings on my wedding dress (I encountered some chaotic moments, too) and voila! I was ready to get married with all the preps were smoothly planned by them... nice isn't it? So to all who have helped me, my gratitude is boundless. You've made my day!

The first 2 years of our marriage was somewhere across the ocean, away from the family, away from the friends that I could easily turn to if I have issues with my husband. Come to think of it, it was actually the best thing happened to us... We don't let other people meddle in our lives, we learn accepting each others' flaws, idiosyncracies and there were times we faced financial lackings, we never gave in, didn't call both parents to seek help. We just let things went easy... Alhamdulillah, that was precious...

We live to learn, and I learn how to be the best chef of the house (like we have more than 2 people staying with us!) But yeah, I wasn't ashamed to parade my food when there were gatherings, islamic classes or organizing lunch/ dinner at our place... I salute myself for that, hehehe...

So while I look back at those 7 years of happy moments and obstacles, I'd like to look forward for another 7 years and beyond with my wonderful, loved one... Azlan Mohammad, Insya Allah.

B, Happy 7th anniversary... I love you to zillions!

7 years and counting... aminnn!