Alhamdulillah, AZA my hero can now read a book (with big fonts). I started to train him by first introducing him to letters - not only let him recognizes the alphabets, but the sound that it makes as well... good to know, he memorizes and later got the concept when I just asked him to combine the sound they produce when more than 1 letter combined...
Thursday, September 29, 2011
It'ss all about him, him, him...
Alhamdulillah, AZA my hero can now read a book (with big fonts). I started to train him by first introducing him to letters - not only let him recognizes the alphabets, but the sound that it makes as well... good to know, he memorizes and later got the concept when I just asked him to combine the sound they produce when more than 1 letter combined...
Sunday, June 19, 2011
Father's Day Celeb: Dinner @ Ben's KLCC
We are now at Ben's, KLCC... makan2 utk Hari Bapa, just the 3 of us.
The location was once used to be California Pizza Kitchen (CPK), now the ambience has changed, more relaxing, jazz musics are played... And the food, not bad I would say...
The father ordered Duck Confit Spaghetini, the father's son ordered chicken and mushroom pie, while the father's wife (that's me!) ordered Soft-shelled Crab Spaghetini. I love mine, truly recommended, and the price is of course, KLCC- priced... Oklah, boleh direpeat bila gaji masuk :)
To MAM, you are one truly great daddy to our son. May our love and the dedication to be great parents are blessed by Allah SWT. I love you with all my heart... Happy father's day to my arwah bapak... And of course, my FIL, too... love you!

Monday, May 30, 2011
Family Portrait
My family portrait. I think this was when I was 2, during raya in my mom's hometown, Black H2o. Not in the picture, my youngest brother...
I miss my arwah bapak. Mmg nampak hensem dgn cara pemakaian samping yg askar2 pakai. And of course, he was one proud askar melayu dulu.
Hmmm, agak2 ada tak orang nak pakai samping mcm ni lagi?
Love you!

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Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Sayangku...
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Bapak, Abah and B
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Roz Remembers...

7 years and counting... aminnn!

Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Happy Birthday, B
It was my dearest husband's birthday last Sunday...
He's 33 now, Alhamdulillah... Allah has granted good health, wealth and personality to this admirable man of mine... Syukur! Syukur!
B, I love you for what you are, thanks for having me in your life, adjusting yours just to fit mine... I may be stubborn, selfish and bad- mannered (ada ke?) but that was all purposely done to catch your attention... I liked it when you paid attention to me and only me, and I will always do...
I love you to the fullest... May our lives be filled with all the good things and showered with barakah... amin...
pssst: hadiah belum beli lagi laa.. tak tau nak beli apa :)
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Thursday, September 17, 2009
Kemaafan Dipinta
Mak pasti merindui saat ini, dan aku juga... Ya Allah, hamba-Mu ini redha dengan segala ketentuan-Mu... kuatkan dan yakinilah imanku ini... aminnnn...

Wednesday, September 2, 2009
My Heartfelt Gratitude...
B, thanks for the dinner last nite.. it was wonderful.. I loved it! I loved the place, the food, and of course.. the company, you and AZA! Although I am not fond of candle- lit dinner (you know we cant tolerate low brightness during our makan time), we couldn't help it... we tried requesting for a table lamp like some tables, but the guy said our plug point is out, so none for us... ergo the candle.... luckily our table moved from one lampu to another...
Again, I just wanna tell you that you really make my life at ease... u know lotsa things happened recently, from your father-in-law passing, to unsuccessful attempts of 'that'... You make me regain my stance.. and for that, my gratitude is boundless...
Thanks B for celebrating my 32nd birthday... I love you so much!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Hadiah Buat Mak
I bought my mom a new watch yesterday... I like it of course, it has sapphire glass, mother of pearl face and the numbers are diamond- like crystals... Personally I wont wear it cause it has smaller face that what I have now (I kan kurang kefimininannya)... but I know it suits my mom well...
Plus, 'twas on sale! Yup, sale! Not that I'm being cheap... but you know you cant resist that and mak was the first person that crossed my mind... even suamiku pon saya tidak membelikannya...
tapi I bought for him a nice pen... which he said to me this morning when I gave him that, "Thank you, Thank you... I love you..." I pitied him cause he never had a proper pen to sign documents... paling canggih pon dia ada yg gel pen berdakwat basah... tapi cap biasa jek laa, yg budak college pon can afford to buy sekali sedozen... reason being: dia kata beli mahal2 kang cepat hilang... so my dear, pls dont lose this S******* pen ye? jaga laa elok2 seperti anda menjaga saya...
back to mak's story, I gave it to her last nite... and said, "Nah mak, ni jam untuk raya, tapi pakai masa raya tau, bukan sekarang". And I can see her face lights up... best kan? ye laa walaupon jam tu bukan riban2 punya... but at least I can make her happy even for a short time after my bapak's passing... (alamak, tiba2 ter'emo')...
and today... I bought her a new pair of crocs... wah... sangat berbelanja sakan aku! takpe, untuk mak... sekali sekala...
Friday, July 31, 2009
Al- Fatihah untuk Bapak...
my saddest day, 29 July 2009... The day I lost my father at 8.50pm... due to stroke (haemorrhage intra-cerebral bleed (ICB)...
I wish I could turn back time, and showered him with more love and affection...
but it is of course impossible to happen...
Bapak...
Roz mintak maaf atas semua kesalahan Roz... Roz sayang bapak... Halalkan makan minum Roz, dan semua benda yg pernah Roz buat sampai bapak kecik hati dgn Roz... semua tu adalah tanda Roz sayangkan bapak...
Bapak langsung takde buat salah dgn Roz... tapi Roz tau banyak Roz buat salah... semoga kita akan dipertemukan di hari kemudian, Insya Allah...
Ya Allah, tptkan bapakku di kalangan orang2 yg beriman... Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui...
Jauhkan laa dia dari segala siksaan kubur dan akhirat... berikanlah dia keselesaan dan ketenangan... Amin Ya Rabbalalamin...
Al- Fatihah...
related: http://rozrazalli.blogspot.com/2009/03/warkah-buat-bapakku.html
Friday, July 17, 2009
Check- In Hotel Hospital Lagi
I was away for few days, 4 to be exact... anak lelaki kemanjaanku masuk rumah sakit... poor him! He had this 'ketumbit' on his right eye (I tak google laa 'ketumbit' apa in English... anyone knows? Thanks!)...
Hubby brought him to the clinic (ibunya ke ofis, carik rezeki...errkkk! terbalik!) then, the Dr. referred him to the specialist... lps sessi2 tgk2 kesakitan kat belah mana, terus warded! So when it comes to take care of the sick child(ren), harus laaa mak2 yg mengsacrifice cuti tahunan dia utk menjaga anak itu kan? So, I'm now left with 13 days of my annual leave after deducting that "Hari Penjagaan Anak di Hospital" for 3 days... takpe, anak punya pasal!
The best part, ingatkan ketumbit2 biasa... sekali sampai kena minor surgery (ketumbit giant sebenarnya)... I almost changed my mind when I signed the consent form... ye laa, kecik2 dah nak masuk OT... mak dia umur 30 thn baru kena operate2 ni semua.. tu pon sbb nak beranakkan dia...
Alhamdulillah... my son is now recuperating... how? by jumping/ climbing here and there...
get well ok, abang AZA! (dia dah perasan dia abang dah.. cannot call him baby no more!) mentang2 dah masuk jawi, cepat ajek perasan dah besar... iskkk!
Destination: OT. Mood: OK ajek. Bubbly & excited to see the Dr.
Mood Mak & Bapak: LEMBIK LUTUT!
Time lalok dah abis... Happy jek! Dgn aku2 sekali buat perangai kat sebelah... (gambar takleh tunjuk, nanti tak lalu makan.. ekekek)
p/s: To Dato' Dr. Baljit and nurses of APSH, thanks a lot... for making our stay a memorable one! (walaupon tak manis @ pahit sangat... tapi nak make sure anak aku sihat pon dah syukur...) Semoga mata anakku tak ceme lagi... Love you, AZA!
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Ceritalah Lagi...
(tajuk entry ini mengingatkan aku pada satu buku cerita masa kecik2... sangat suka!... ada lagi ke publisher tu eh?)
Sebelum tido, aku akan cuba sedaya- upaya bacakan bedtime storybook to AZA, kalau tak sempat baca (sbb dia yg tutup lampu, he decides tau) aku akan bercerita dgn dia... selalunya aku bercerita pasal aeroplace dan popeye... tak kiralaaa popeye tu naik aeroplane nak pegi sekolah ke (kaya betul popeye skarang), popeye jual kuih keliling kampung ke... aku akan tetap bercerita... kadang2 tu aku sengaja tukar karakter nama Ahmad ke, Abu ke... dia tetap nak nama popeye... layan jek laa..
until this one nite, at exactly 2 mlm yg lepas... aku pon cam biasa berceritalaaa dgn dia... bila dekat nak abis, AZA merengek... "Mommy, Adam want milk!"... aku balas, "Sabar ye, the story's not done yet"... tapi sbb aku kesian, aku pon terus endkan cerita aku tu dgn THE END (mmg aku make sure aku stress kan ayat ni, so that he knows it's finished)
then, aku senyap... aku nak tgk dia still lagi nak susu ke tak...
Suddenly... dgn suara dia yg perlahan2 ala2 separuh berbisik...
"Adam want milk... Adam pon cry... huhuhuhu... Tokwan pon tanya... Nape ni, Adam? Adam want milk laa Tokwan... Tokwan pon cry... huhuhuhu... THE END"...
Bravo anakku! You are one good storyteller and a joker... I love you, sweetheart!
Thursday, May 14, 2009
++ MAD ++
this entry is dedicated to my beloved hubby, MAM...
not that we are having differences at the moment (how can I be mad at you especially when you are away di JB... I've missed you, balik laaa cepat, jgn marah ye kengkawan)
remember what should we do when we disagree on something? Jangan tido/ buat dek without talking it over... it'll be a nitemare for both of us, kan? Lepas cakap2, then kita boleh tido dengan peacefully-nya...
love you...
Lyrics

Monday, May 11, 2009
Mommy's Day... continued
ok, dah boleh cerita balik pasal celebration semalam...
siangnya tu, kami banyak melepet kat rumah MIL ku... saja2 dia datang panggil makan...
then, bila dah petang after asar, we went out... first suamiku kata nak beli kasut coz he desperately need one...
so sudah ajak aku teman... aku ikut jek laa, coz straight from there, we'll have our dinner...
dengan tidak disangka2... aku jua mendapat 'tamparan'... bukan satu... tapi DUA!


Sunday, May 10, 2009
Mommy's Day
Mommy's day is today... so awal2 MAM dah tanya nak dinner kat mana tonite? so I just said, suka hati, awak yg nak belanja... at first he wanted to go to VS, tapi bila dah gerak from rumah ibu mertuaku, dia kata lets try something else laa, bosan pulak dgn steak2 ni...
so.. kami pon ke Restoran Cheng Ho @ Wangsa Maju.. ala, si Amy Search punya...
tapi hariku juga bertambah gembira sebab dapat hadiah... hehehe... (tak sia2 aku pregnant dan hadap sakit contraction ok...) dapat hadiah lagi... dah laa makan free... Alhamdulillah... kalau camni boleh pregnant lagi.. ekkekekek...
Hadiah esok aku tunjuk... takde laa seberapa.. tapi yg penting, gratis! hehehhe... dah nak tido dah ni... esok keja! tata!
To my beloved mother...
thanks mak! I love you so much, and appreciates for all the things that you have done... I am never this proud to have you as my mother...
and to my MIL...
terima kasih jugak, mak! you are the bestest MIL in the whole wide world... banyak org sangat jeles dgn roz sbb dapat mak mertua yg plg sporting dalam dunia.. I love you too, of course!

Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Mode: Sakit
I was 'out' for few days... sorry about that! I was spending my "Laborday- weekend" at the hospital to be exact, and had to take 2 days extra until yesterday to babysit my AZA... he was admitted for food poisoning... poor baby! (lauk kenduri kawin, please dont put the idea of yours truly masak ntah hapa2 ye?
It was so heart wrenching to see my baby tied to that IV drip (4 bottles for that 3D-2N stay at that 'hotel'), he was begging us to take that thing out of his hand so that he can 'jalan- jalan'... he's active, so when seeing him like that, it made me felt helpless... sedih bangat! When the dr came for his ward- visit on our last day, and seemed hesitant to let us out, I pleaded... I couldn't stand to see my boy like that, neither do I to stay there for another 24 hours... rimas weh! I wanna see sunlight... I wanna breathe real air... and I wanna see him running around, yeap, that's the most important thing! The dr made me promise to make sure my son drinks plenty of fluids, to keep him hydrated... "Aye aye, Captain!" and we chow! tata... we are going home...
Once home, my son healed quicker than we expected... he's back! Alhamdulillah!!! He's running, singing, 'joget'ing and watching his fav tv programs... OK sayang, no more check-ins to the hospital ye, Insya Allah... get well soon!!! Mommy and Daddy loves you! (Oh ye, yours truly pon dah sakit2, muntah2 starting from Monday aritu... lambatnya effect makanan tu terjadi padaku... ke antibody dah tak kuat... batuk pon dah lama tak baik2 ni??? Any tips???)

"You kan private hospital, what's with this snail-like service to check us in? My baju smell my son's muntah already..." Then after checking out, "Why your nurses keep checking my son's temp every half an hour, shouldn't this be a place for him to rest? ummm and do you mind, I'm sharing a single- bed with my husband here, we could appreciate some privacy (not that we are doing anything, tapi org Melayu kan, sogan den!)... and yada-yada-yada..."
cartoon source: www.cartoonstock.com

Wednesday, April 22, 2009
An Entry for AZA
Dear my baby, AZA
(altho you are no more a baby to all, but you are still one to me! *maternal love* wink*)
Happy birthday (on April 10th, and yes, I can still recall the moment vividly)... May your life be filled with happiness, success and most importantly... good faith to Allah and his messanger, amin...
To have you in our lives has brings lots of colors, laughters and of course some sleepless nites... nevertheless it was all worth it! We hope we have showered you with so much love and guidance that you should be getting, as we are endowed with these resposibilities by Allah...
As mommy always du'a for you:
"AZA jadi anak yg soleh ya, beriman, bijak, rajin, baik hati... pandai ambil hati org tua, suka bersedekah... dan segala yg baik2... AZA jadik role model to adik2 (amin...), Mommy & Daddy will always pray that you will be safe, successful dunia dan akhirat... Mommy doakan juga AZA mendapat jodoh yg baik nanti, Insya Allah..."
p/s: I know it's still early for the 'jodoh' part, but my MIL always remind me to doakan the kid(s) to have a good wife/ husband when they've grown up, because she's dang scared of today's social illnesses... So, why not? Of course I want good + beriman DIL or SIL... (iklan sekejap: adakah aku DIL yg baik di mata dia? heheheh)

my collection of his antics... love you, baby...
Some pix from the recent birthday celebration...

Family and relatives who attended... but my dad was unwell that day, he didn't come... sob, sob... get well soon, bapak! friends... thanks guys!
he loves the presents... you can tell by the smile... it does look like a forced one, rest assured he couldn't get enough ripping off the wrapper...

Friday, April 3, 2009
E.L.L.Y.N Tagged ME...
Salam...
(menjawab soalan kemusykilan saudari Elin, dan thanks to you kasik award kat aku...)
1) admit thing you feel awful about (involving being a mom). Once you have written it down, you are no longer allowed to feel bad. Remember you are a good mom...
I hardly cook for my son, thus I hardly prepared healthy meals for him... Not that he doesn't get that from his neneks or atoks... but I wish I could spend more time cooking for him (and my hubby as well)
2) list 7 (lbh 7 sebenarnya, dan banyak lagi...) things you love about your kids, you love doing with your kids, or that your kids love about you
1. He answers salam even with his half- closed eyes (sbb mengantuk sangat)
2. He wakes up in the morning and smile upon looking at us...
3. When he asks me to read story book before goes to bed
4. When he ends his 'I Love You' statement by adding 'Mommy'... walaupon nenek dia yg cakap I Love You kat dia... hangin jek nenek dia :)
5. When he giggles... that is soooo cute! It shows my jokes are funny...
6. Want to sleep next to me, sbb kalau dalam baby cot dia, mcm taknak tido, when next to me, he straight away zzzzzz...
7. he eats raisins everyday, and before he takes it, he'll ask me to doa to the raisins... (petua org2 tua: baca fatihah, then selawat 3x, doa anak2 kita dgr cakap kita.. jadik anak soleh(hah).. Insya Allah...
8. He says 'Please, Mommy/ Daddy, Adam want some...' when he wants something...
9. His face glows bila tgk Wonder Pets or Macam- Macam Aznil dah start...
3) send this to 5 other moms of the year that deserve a reminder that they too are the best moms that they can be. remember to send them a note letting the know you have selected them, and also add a link to your post that direct to person who nominated you.
Alamak, sapa2 nak buat, silakan laa ye...
p/s: sorry elin, lama sangat... aku tak sempat :)
Friday, March 20, 2009
Dia Bukan Kekasih Gelapku...
Here’s a chance to see how well you really know your husband/boyfriend/lover.Cut, paste and fill in the answers, then shoot, you know what to do. The real challenge is to send it to your husband/boyfriend/lover to see how right you really are..... (I got tagged by a friend in FB, so I guess pasting it here will gimme more entry.... teeheehee...)
1. He’s sitting in front of the TV, what is on the screen?
Some football channels, or cerita Melayu as he always refer it as "Cerita Masyarakat"...
2. You’re out to eat; what kind of dressing does he get on his salad?
He usually go for Caesar- 'terpaling selamat'
3. What’s one food he doesn’t like?
Petai- afraid of the after- smell... teeheehee
4. You go out to eat and have a drink. What does he order?
Nasi goreng USA + teh ais kurang manis satu, boss!
5. Where did he go to high school?
Sekolah Dato' Lokman, KL or he calls it 'MRSM Dato' Lokman'... takleh buat apa, kena kasik can..
6. What size shoes does he wear?
Size 8-9 (same as the wife, God! bosa eh kaki den!)
7. If he was to collect anything, what would it be?
Watches! (yg mahal than my long awaited (yg x dapat lagi tu) handbag... tsk.. tsk...)
8. What is his favorite type of sandwich?
with meatballs... (as at now, only can be found in Subway. Kami jarang makan pon, but I think he prefers this more than yg sardin tu!)
9. What would this person eat every day if he could?
Tomyam yg masam + pedas bangat!
10. What is his favorite cereal?
cornflakes with sugar... no sugar, tak sedap!
11. What would he never wear?
'mat rempits' silver bracelet + necklace...
12. What is his favorite sports team?
Liverpool + Real Madrid
13. Who did he vote for?
undi adalah rahsia...
14. Who is his best friend?
ME? If guys: his big brother, and most of the KIKO FC (his college football mates)
15. What is something you do that he wishes you wouldn’t do?
My over indulgence on bags and shoes?
16. What is his heritage?
Malay + Minang (waang tabaik!)
17. What is his favourite colour?
White + Blue
18. What is his habit?
tarik rambut gatal...
19. What is he proud of?
His mom.... (me, too?) ;-)
20. Lastly, do you think he will read this?
I will make sure he does, I wanna know whether I'll score full marks or not...