Rambut Saya...

Salam...

Allah, mcm mana laa nih?

skarang ni kalau nak mandi jek, rambut gugur banyak betul!

tu tak masuk masa sikat...

asal sikat je, berselirat kat celah gigi2 sikat tu... haishhh...

merisaukan...

phase rambut gugur yg kronik ni aku rasa masa baru lps2 abis pantang...

AZA masa tu 3-4 bulan kot... masa tu, Masya Allah stressnya tgk rambut2 tu berderai dari kulit bila konon2 nak buat iklan pantene... haishhh...

haa, skrang dia nak jadik macam tu laa.. cumanya skarang ni taklaa sebanyak dulu tu...

tp utk org yg tak pregnant, dan tak abis pantang cam aku, tu dah kira terkujat laa tu...

hmmm, nak kena jumpa dr ni... ke nak guna petua je...

Salam,

I can't help but to write this...

I know I have to be forgiving somehow, a sister must act the way a sister should be...

but I can't help it. I tried...

In respect of Ramadhan, I do not plan to have this sour feeling and infect people surround me, and I hope the same thing happen in return.

But something had happened. On last Friday, marked the second year of my dad's passing. My mom decided to organize a 'kenduri tahlil' the nite before at the surau next to her place. At the same time, there was a big football match, much awaited match; M'sia vs S'pore...

I had to sacrifice, not going to the match... No! it was not even a sacrifice. When the kenduri was for my arwah bapak, one could not top the priority. End of story. There is no second thot of either you should go to the match, or make yourself available for the kenduri.

But the king and the queen of the house were not around. Can you guess where were they? At the STADIUM! Having the blast of their lives!!! My mom told me that the king had to work that nite, since he was working with this one football association, so ok, understood.

But can you get it when the queen told my mom that she was going out, to the stadium? Well, she is not working with that assoc, and she wasn't even needed at the stadium as volunteer or whatever... she had to be at home, or the surau to recite doa for his FIL...

I know she never had any opportunity to know my arwah bapak, but still...!

show some respect and empathy to us, esp my mom... when you are still living under her roof, and you could still do that... uurgghhhhh!

whatever it is, I put the blame on the king... for not enforcing the queen! you know you should tell her to be present when you could not be around... urggghh! some people are so thick- skinned!

and the next day, that Fri nite... our family went to 'meminang' for my youngest brother. Guess who wasn't around, for the reason that he was tired and just got back from work?

BINGO! You got that right!

Did he care to send his queen as his rep?

BINGO! You got that right, too!

Hati Ibu...

Salam,

argghhh... i'm still mad at this person! I thot I could just forget what he did... yeah, reconcile or better yet, speak like we were supposed to be...

somehow, u dont deserve my respect. when you dont have that respect to other people, especially your mother, then forget about other ppl respecting you... gila punya wish!

I just hope Allah do what's best for him...

p/s: I love you, Mak!

Ring a Cling Cling...

Salam...

I lost my engagement ring today... Fell into the conventional type of toilet bowl. Couldn't do anything to save it. End of story. Tsk... Tsk... Tsk...

p/s: Insya Allah ada hikmah... amin.

Isk.. Tak Sabar!

Salam,

Am still at the office... I should be going home an hour ago... the no-traffic-jam situation would be bliss for everybody... Imagine I would be driving home at 4.30pm... mana nak dapat dalam KL ni? kecuali mengulor le kaaaannnnn... :)

But I'm still here? Kenapa?

sebab I'm meeting someone... Going to get something from her...

I can only tell you tomorrow...

Orang tua2 kata, kalau belum jadi, takleh bagitau... nanti tak jadi... :)

Banyak Kejadian di Bulan Ramadhan

Salam...

haa, lama tak update punya pasal, banyak cerita berkepuk2 yg aku tak tulis... Antaranya:

1. Birthday aku last week. Alhamdulillah, dapat hadiah yg no. 2 dalam list aku dari MAM dan bunga mekar sejambak dari anak yg delivered to the office... sweet sungguh kamu! pakat ngan bapak eh ye?

2. Thn ni aku mcm rasa banyak kali gak aku bukak puasa berlaukkan ketam... padahal aku ni bukan kaki ketam... sbb aku tak tahan gatal dalam telinga yg aku tak tau mana nak garu... tp kali ni, kegatalan tu cam aku boleh buat bodo... (Ya Allah, sedapnya buttered crab kat Bangsar Seafood)...

3. Aku dah abis membeli barang2 raya, except tudung cantik yg glam dan kasut MIL aku.. jap lagi lunchtime aku nak gi Jln. TAR.. harus laa aku bersedia mental dan fizikal nak menyiku org yg jalan ganas...

4. Raya thn ni kat belah aku, so balik kg aku... YES! pastu raya kedua aku dah berjalan ke LKG. YES! lagi sekali...

5. Thn ni aku buat choc chips yg femes di belah2 inlaws aku.. pujaan ramai tahun lepas. Tapi tahun ni, sob... sob... dia keras! kurang liquids laa pulak! aku rasa aku nak simpan buat batu seremban...

6. First time in 6 years, baju raya aku takde beadings!!! warrggghhhhh... gila! camana nak melaram di pagi raya??? takkan aku nak spoilkan mood raya over the beadings??? kena laa sikit, tak banyak pon tak takpe.. janji feeling 'handicapped' tu ada...

7. tadi aku berjaya melawan arus deras manusia dekat jalan TAR? kenapa aku menggila ke situ lagi 2-3 hari nak raya ni? tu laa, cuba menjadi menantu yg baik, kenalah diberikan hadiah kepada ibu mertua (bapak mertua dah dapat dah)... tu yg ke sana tu.. kalau tak, takde deeeee...

8. aku tak gosok kaki lagi... mcm mana????

anyways, Selamat Hari Raya... mintak maaf atas segala ketelanjuran... kalau ada yg tersilap tulis yg mengguris hati, maafkan jek laaa ye...

Unwell...

Salam...

Haishh... I'm in no 'sick-free-day' zone today...

It all started last Wed, I got sore throat, and my nose started to become watery (ada kaa?)

was on MC yesterday, and today, thought things will be ok... and yet, worst still...

Oh Allah, let me breathe easily... amin...

How Laaa?

Salam,

Aduyaiiii... camana nak buat eh?

Aku nak cuba pegi terawih tiap2 malam (kalau berkesempatan)...

tapi anak aku???

semalam aku bawak dia, walaupon berbakul2 pesanan dari rumah, masuk kereta, sampai ke masjid suruh dia jangan buat bising...

last2 aku dengar suara anak aku antara yg terhappy sekali bermain... haishhhh!

camana? nak tinggalkan dgn sapa? mak aku sure konfem nak pegi...

haruskah aku yg dok rumah sahaja? hmmmm....

Pencuri Hantu & Barang2ku...

Salam...

Jumaat haritu (30 Julai '10) lps balik keja, aku singgah restoran mak aku... dung- dang dung- dang masak melepet sambil melayan Kemuncak Imam Muda (yeay, Asyraf menang...! and I like Hizbur too... plus their wives muka sangat comel dan suci...) dalam pkl 11 malam macam tu, aku pon balik...

setibanya kami di rumah, kami pon ready2 nak tido... dgn MAM yg dari awal2 mengadu sakit kepala, pastu AZA pulak mmg dah tunjuk tanda2 kepenatan, aku pon mcm nak landing laa...

sekali aku tgk ada mcm serpihan tiles kat atas katil aku... mcm agak pelik laa jugak, sbb aku kluar last dari rumah pagi tadi, mmg konfem takde apa2 atas katil... so aku masuk bilik air, nak check ada ke tiles yg tercabut ke... takde laa pulak! ntah mcm mana aku tergerak nak check kat dressing table aku tu... (dressing table aku mmg berserabut banyak barang).. aku perati elok2... sekali aku perasan tabung AZA takde!!! 2 tabung pulak tu, yg aku ngan suami aku rajin masukkan duit coins... tabung tu dah pecah, ada kat bilik sebelah kena robek! (chah, the tabung was given by you, when AZA was born! *tsk*tsk*)

belek punya belek... ada few items dah takde... rupanya2 rumah aku kena masuk pencuri!!! tapi bila kitorang check ada tak pintu/ tingkap kena umpil, takde pulak apa2 kesan... agak musykil di situ... last2 kitorang cam assume pencuri tu dok masuk dari ceiling, ye laaa sbb tu jek cara yg dorang boleh masuk dalam rumah... hangin betul laaa.. ni dah kali ke 2 rumah yg sama kena.. dulu losses lagi banyak, Alhamdulillah yg ni tak laa teruk, tapi some of the missing items tu ada sentimental value to me and to the family *sob*sob*

kami nak pindah!!!

Right Now...

Salam,

I know I've been very bad lately in posting updates, stories in this blog. I don't know, there are no fit reasons to support the action...

but one thing for sure, I like what I'm doing at the moment... probably last time I was so stressful, hence the writings yg kebanyakkannya yg bukan2... hehehhe

skarang sangat happy, yes aaaa?

ok laaa, takde laa berserabut mcm dulu kan... muka asyik macam nak menangis jek :) (that's what people told me...)

Kenapa Kau Macam tu haaaa?

Salam,

lately ni aku selalu sakit hati ngan si polan ni... dah laa selalu menyakitkan hati mak aku, aku nak tgk muka kau pon aku menyampah...

skarang kau nak masukkan sekali nama bini kau dalam hate list aku? silakannnnnn... be my guest!

pastu malam tadi mak aku dah kecik ati pulak dgn aku pasal si polan ni... nak jek aku sepak polan tu kasik tergolek!

sorry aku emo lately ni! polan ni lah!

What I want...

salam...

at the moment is a sewing machine... not a complicated one, just a regular one that can perform basic sewing plus some intermediate functions...

agak2 ok aci tak kalau mintak utk hadiah birthday?

While I Still Can Dream...

Salam...

I want to...

1. be the best companion to my husband

2. be the coolest mother to my child(ren)

3. offer mak a hand in anything that she needs

4. take lots and lots of babies' pictures (enhancing my photography skills)

5. do bungee jumping, white- water rafting and paragliding

6. own a family business; husband as CEO, me as MD, kids as Exec. Dirs.

7. overcome my fears on swimming in the open sea and COCKROACHES (yikes!)

8. own a bungalow with my own ideas of decorations

9. have one mega birthday bash that has big bouncy castle for adults to go nuts!

10. have my own car that is only a two- seater car (car plate starts with RR)

11. own a Chanel Jumbo

12... and lots more...

(there are a lot more... too tired to ketuk the keyboard)...

Home, here I come... and Thomas Cup, too...

Salam...

dah nak balik... nak kena naik lrt, pegi ofis suamiku... from there balik umah sesama...

dah tukar kasut, takmo pakai heels... sbb jauh nak jalan to lrt station...

opt for crocs... walaupon tak jive dgn handbag dan baju, I dont care!

take care guys... have a good weekend!

and pray kita masuk final for Thomas Cup ok? Insya Allah...

(takde tiket, dah abis! takpe.. kalau masuk final, I'll make sure I nak pegi)... amin!

FB Uncovered

Salam...

OK, I am in a predicament at the moment...

I consider myself as a semi- heavy user (not heavy when I'm home :) of FB, considering I will check my FB page every hour... and respond to messages or comment on other ppl's photo (ye laaa, networking kan...)

Then, one day my boss told me...

Boss: Do u know that in this dept, one of the ways for us to communicate is thru FB?

Me: Oh really? *dalam hati* pls dont ask me to add you... I separate personal and career ok?*

Boss: You see, sometimes we cant get hold of a person thru phone, email... but FB does help! Somehow FB's function in outreaching ppl is more proven... Besides, FB can do more than just networking, games, etc.. u know!

Me: Yup... betul tu! *dalam hati* rolling my eyes... I'm hooked to FB laaa, brader! game jek gua tak main*

Boss: If you see, DD has 2 laptops, one for work- related thingy, and on his mac, he has his FB and twitter and banyak lagi laaa in ON mode... he believes in these tools, too...

Then... the order pon terkeluar... ayat yg ditakuti utk didengarkan...

Boss: So, u can add me and the other friends, managers, and DD... as your friends...

Oh Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.......!!!!!!

How laaaa? I have this principle, I do not accept friend requests if that person is in the same section with me... I only accept you if we are only in different sections (within the same dept)...

apatah lagi manager kan?

ini nak add satu dept? are you serioussssssss?

What Happened in Phuket...

Salam...

This year's staff day (of current dept) was the last one for me since I'll move to a new dept next week (wef 15 March 2010)... this year's was in Phuket, Thailand...
I visited Phuket 2 years ago with MAM and AZA, but this year it was sure a crazy one... a few incidents happened...

Among others, a 'shemale' showed me and my friend, Af her 'I-sudah-potong' part... nope, not to us, but she showed her friend and we were there accidently, wrong place at the wrong time... talk about the shock of our lives! she was kinda excited, just lifted up her sundress, with no seluar kecik inside... Imagine that!!! We were stunned, and looked at each other and laughed hysterically... gila! Ini macam pon ada!

dunia... dunia...!

Loose End...

Salam...

Semalam lagi teruk... harini dah ok sikit...
I should have gone to the clinic and get the MC...
tp malas sebenarnya, Friday ni nak cuti lagi...

hmmmm...

please be ok, both of you...

Kes Blur

Salam...

now someone's congratulating me... hmmm, apa kes?
the other someone dah agree... hmmm, lagi tak paham...

later!

Nak Balik Raya...

Salam...

laa ni tgh relax2 kat rumah in- laws aku, sbb aku tgh tunggu time jek nak cabut balik kg...
kami sekeluarga (3 org jek pon) nak balik melaka, nak raya ngan nenek aku...
masalahnya, si suami balik2 ofis jek dah cakap dalam radio asik membebel pasal jammed di sana sini... esp semua exit2 yg keluar KL... haishhh... abis bila nak balik...?

aku pon bukan apa, lagi cepat sampai rumah nenek aku, lagi best kan? sure dekat dapur rumah nenek aku tu tgh hiruk- pikuk nenek, mak, makcik, pakcik aku, cousins tgh memasak... agaknya laa.. tu pon kalau semua balik..

lagi satu... aku nak cop port yg balik punya utk aku landing mlm ni... kalau aku lambat, mmg placing tak baik punya laa kan... sure jauh dari kipas... pastu bantal2 semua dah kena songlap ngan cousin2... aku ni plg penting kena ada 2 bantal... satu kat kepala, satu kat kaki kena kepit...
kalau tak, susah mau lelap...

ni dah kata nak tunggu agak2 traffic nak reda... abis pkl berapa mau sampe?

pada kawan2... selamat hari raya Aidil Adha... selamat makan daging korban banyak2... semoga ibadah korban diterima dan diredhai.. Insya Allah...

Moving forward...

Salam...

A short & simple question that I always ask myself...

How much money do I need to retire?

Most financial consultants that approached me (unit trust or insurance agent) said, "you will never know... but a million and above should be sufficient to sustain your retirement period"...

Do you agree with this?

Skarang dah mmg banyak pakai duit, dah tua lagi banyak pakai duit????

haisshhh takutttttt....!