Al- Fatihah untuk Bapak...

Salam...

my saddest day, 29 July 2009... The day I lost my father at 8.50pm... due to stroke (haemorrhage intra-cerebral bleed (ICB)...
I wish I could turn back time, and showered him with more love and affection...
but it is of course impossible to happen...

Bapak...
Roz mintak maaf atas semua kesalahan Roz... Roz sayang bapak... Halalkan makan minum Roz, dan semua benda yg pernah Roz buat sampai bapak kecik hati dgn Roz... semua tu adalah tanda Roz sayangkan bapak...
Bapak langsung takde buat salah dgn Roz... tapi Roz tau banyak Roz buat salah... semoga kita akan dipertemukan di hari kemudian, Insya Allah...

Ya Allah, tptkan bapakku di kalangan orang2 yg beriman... Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui...
Jauhkan laa dia dari segala siksaan kubur dan akhirat... berikanlah dia keselesaan dan ketenangan... Amin Ya Rabbalalamin...

Al- Fatihah...

related: http://rozrazalli.blogspot.com/2009/03/warkah-buat-bapakku.html

Official Result...

Salam...

ni bukan ulasan perlawanan bola semalam (MU vs MAS)... aku pon taknak ulas team 'setan merah' biasa2 tu... sangat tak tersentuh dorang tu kalau ditengok barang sejam dua, gaji jek over 2 sampai ampat ribu pound! Wow! - Husin Lempoyang

This one refers to the result of the job interview that I had last 2 weeks (ke lebey?) I Didn't get it! Sedih tu mmg sedih, but what can you do pon, it's fated... redha jek laa... probably there's more exciting things waiting for me along the way, Insya Allah...

semalam jugak saya telah mendapat tiket concert 1 Wajah M.Nasir secara percuma untuk mengubat hati yg luka... bukan 1 tapi 2... akan ku pergi melepaskan ke'frust'an aku di situ...
OK, signing off... nak pegi beli kain batik lepas satu... Nusantara kan? Feel kena ada...

p/s: Bila laa batu atas kepala ni mau turun? sakit laa dey!

Check- In Hotel Hospital Lagi

Salam...

I was away for few days, 4 to be exact... anak lelaki kemanjaanku masuk rumah sakit... poor him! He had this 'ketumbit' on his right eye (I tak google laa 'ketumbit' apa in English... anyone knows? Thanks!)...

Hubby brought him to the clinic (ibunya ke ofis, carik rezeki...errkkk! terbalik!) then, the Dr. referred him to the specialist... lps sessi2 tgk2 kesakitan kat belah mana, terus warded! So when it comes to take care of the sick child(ren), harus laaa mak2 yg mengsacrifice cuti tahunan dia utk menjaga anak itu kan? So, I'm now left with 13 days of my annual leave after deducting that "Hari Penjagaan Anak di Hospital" for 3 days... takpe, anak punya pasal!

The best part, ingatkan ketumbit2 biasa... sekali sampai kena minor surgery (ketumbit giant sebenarnya)... I almost changed my mind when I signed the consent form... ye laa, kecik2 dah nak masuk OT... mak dia umur 30 thn baru kena operate2 ni semua.. tu pon sbb nak beranakkan dia...

Alhamdulillah... my son is now recuperating... how? by jumping/ climbing here and there...
get well ok, abang AZA! (dia dah perasan dia abang dah.. cannot call him baby no more!) mentang2 dah masuk jawi, cepat ajek perasan dah besar... iskkk!

hari pertama di hospital... mcm tak sakit... tapi muka Dr. masa mula2 tengok, cam serius... siap berkerut2... haisshhh!

Destination: OT. Mood: OK ajek. Bubbly & excited to see the Dr.

Mood Mak & Bapak: LEMBIK LUTUT!

Time lalok dah abis... Happy jek! Dgn aku2 sekali buat perangai kat sebelah... (gambar takleh tunjuk, nanti tak lalu makan.. ekekek)

p/s: To Dato' Dr. Baljit and nurses of APSH, thanks a lot... for making our stay a memorable one! (walaupon tak manis @ pahit sangat... tapi nak make sure anak aku sihat pon dah syukur...) Semoga mata anakku tak ceme lagi... Love you, AZA!

I AM TAKING THE PLUNGE!

salam...

Ya Allah, please give me strength and success in pursuing this... I am doing this is for You and for the family's betterment...

Please let me equipped with all the knowledge, the techniques (or tactics) and be okay with rejection(s)... Amin...

p/s: I guess I am really doing this, as firman Allah: "Allah tidak akan sesekali mengubah nasib mereka jika mereka tidak mengubah nasib mereka"...

Benefit: Just In Case

Salam...

I'm out of compact powder... so thot of getting a new one last Tues, but I ended up buying this... (I'm a sucker for makeups that comes in pallettes, or combination of it... senang nak bawak, takde tertinggal apa2)

actual colors vary than potrayed here... pakai camera phone jek!

L-R: Benetint (bestseller) for lip & cheek, Eyecon (eye cream), California Kissin' (lip shine) & Some Kind-a Gorgeous (foundation faker)...

Overall, I'm lovin' it! although I may say it will only last less than 3 mo for frequent user. Let this be my trial period, and if there's good results (muka aku dipenuhi NUR ke) then I'll buy bigger ones.

p/s: errrkkk! what were grandma's hands doing here? MUST. MOISTURIZE. NOW.

Jom Tengok TV

Salam...

yup! saya memang over... I'll be on leave tomorrow because tonite I'll glued myself to the tv, 1 am to be exact... nak tgk MJ's funeral... sampai pkl 3 pagi...

and I'm scared I might jump outta bed tomorrow sbb terlajak, adalah lebih baik ku ambil cuti (and approved at 4pm tadi... yahoo! Thanks boss!)

Lamanya??? May 2005

Salam...

mmg lama... berjinggut org tunggu, sampai aku sendiri tunggu pon dah tumbuh akar... lagi laaa aku tak bergerak, sbb akar ni dah ikat aku...

oleh itu, sbb aku terlampau super rajin... maka aku buat edisi khas kali ni... beli kat majalah wanita pon tak jumpa, apatah lagi kalau carik version omputih... ni kolumpo jek ada, tu pon kedai che roz jek yg jual...

Berikut adalah ringkasan2 apa yg telah berlaku di dalam bulan May... (bulan June punya, tunggu lagi satu edisi khas ok? dia takleh keluar awal, sbb perangai 'super' aku tu laaa :)

Okasi Pertama: Lihat 'anak ikan' kami bermain2...

Ni anak ikan betul punya, sekali bapak-mak-sedara ikan2 semua ada... bukan 'anak ikan' yg dibela oleh datin2... aku bawak anak aku dan kawan aku sekali (aku dukung anak aku jek, kawan aku dia angkat diri dia sendiri) pegi Aquaria... menarik! Berlaku pada 24 May...

Okasi Kedua: Adik ipar aku berlaki (menikah)...

berlaku masa 30 May. Aku incas apa? hmmm, takde laa specific sangat selain hire photographer, buat bilik pengantin sikit2, beli barang2 hantaran, kemas rumah, hire mekap artist utk ahli keluarga, mandur masa reception dan yg paling penting, make sure anak aku tak meragam masa tu... Alhamdulillah! dia sangat memahami maknya... sebaliknya anak buah aku yg buat show... kesiannya ibunya itu...

Okasi Ketiga: Reception dekat De Palma Hotel

Sini takde apa2 yg boleh aku buat sangat pon... semua dah tersedia, tapi penat tetap gila laaa level dia kan? aku agak laa sbb aku pakai kasut yg boleh tahan tinggi heels dia... tu yg terpenat melampau tu! biasa pakai flat.com punya kasut jek, konon nak melawa haritu (ye laa tuan rumah laa katakan... haa hamek kau! sakit2 aku punya achilles... ekekekek)


tu jek laa kot aku rasa yg nak update... ada laa satu lagi occassion iaitu bertandang ke rumah belah pengantin lelaki tu... tapi aku tak bawak camera... sbb malas nak usung, ngan anaknya lagi, beg susu, wallet laki aku yg 'kembung' dgn resit tu... (sbb dia mmg akan tumpang handbag aku barang2 dia mcm kunci keta, wallet, hp kalau dia pakai baju melayu... sbb dia taknak nampak samping dia ternaik... sabar jek laaa)...

p/s: gambar collage adalah utk menyingkatkan masa yg diambil utk mengupload gambar menggunakan WiMax aku yg tak berapa nak MAX ni!

Kecut Perut

Salam...

OMG, they called me up yesterday... on Sunday! What kind of people goes to work on Sunday???
errrkkkk, HR people!
They told me to come for an innerview assessment... Remember my post on this? So they said I've been shortlisted for that post... yeay! (walaupon hanya shortlist sahaja)...

so I'm waiting for that moment at 11.30am... and it's only 9.50am... and my butterflies has beranak- pinak inside my tummy... crazy!

Bismillah...

p/s: kawan2ku... sorry di atas apa yg berlaku, impian kita utk berhorey2 harus ditangguhkan... maaffin aku ya!

on procrastination...

Salam...

lambat, procrastinate, slow, tembelina... I fall in this category lately on my updates to the blog... been pretty busy with everything... work, life and my SIL's wedding which was held on the 30 & 31 May...

ok, tu je nak update... yg lain2 tu later neh? toodlessssssssssss.....

Tadaaaa...

Salam...

yeayyyy... presenting my latest solution to the problem that I'm facing with my Iphone... (after couple of visits to the cutthroat 'piranhas' @ lowyat (tapi tak betul2 gak, lagi rosak ada laa)...

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LG Arena...

What makes me choose this new toy to replace the previous one? Coz they nicknamed this phone 'Iphone-3G-Killer' (sbb aku suka Iphone aku yg 2G tu, so kalau dah 3G pon dah ada pembunuhnya, apatah lagi version 'otai' aku tuh!)... read this to know further...

http://lgarenakm900.com/lg-arena-vs-iphone-3g/

p/s: I'm loving it... walaupon yup, it's not oooohhh, aaahhhhh like the first time you flirt with Iphone, but for me this is so perfect...

My 2nd Award

Salam..

Thanks Fynn, utk award ni! (sambil cuba merangka2 ucapan mcm menang AIM artis baru terbaik)... ekekekkek

The Rules:

Nyatakan 5 fakta menarik tentang pemberi award ini:

1. Kenal thru sukan melompat ;) aka 'bloghopping'... saya suka penceritaan dia

2. Have same taste on baju anak (Gap- blue striped shirt... I love my AZA pakai ni)

3. Dia suka bag, saya suka jugak... dia boleh beli, saya kena tahan dulu keinginan saya (atas arahan BOD)

4. I think she's sweet... pandai mekap (bila laa nak pandai, mekap dah berkoyan2 dah ni)...

5. She writes all the nicest things about her sons, their progress, semua pasal anak2 and she's proud of that... which I think that's so awesome...

Setiap blogger mestilah menyatakan 10 fakta atau hobi diri sendiri sebelum

memilih penerima award yg seterusnya:

1. Saya suka makan... saya tak tau kenapa. Share hobby yg sama dgn suamiku, tu yg tak kurus2...

2. Saya suka amik gambar anak saya (dan kanak2 lain)... lps tu tgk muka dorang camana dalam screen...

3. Saya plan nak keja sendiri... saya dah takmo makan gaji, senang cita, saya nak jadik boss pada saya sendiri...

4. Saya suka masak... tapi saya selalu takde kelapangan waktu nak masak... nak2 ditambah pula rumah makbapak + makpakmertua sangat dekat dgn rumah kami... tambahan pula, kedua2 pihak ada kedai makan... bagaimanakah?

5. saya suka travel... tapi sebab kekurangan duit, saya mulakan dgn langkah2 yg dekat2 sahaja... walaupon ke bukit belachan sekalipon

6. Saya nak beli rumah.. dan nak jadik juruhias dalaman rumah saya sendiri... saya dah ada semua idea apa saya nak buat dgn rumah baru saya nanti.. tapi saya tak tau nak beli rumah apa/ dimana

7. Org selalu tgk saya susah marah, lebih kurang macam saya ni selalu act 'cool' laaa... (cool ke?) tapi saya boleh jadik mengterkejutkan... (tapi toksah test laa ;)

8. Kadang2 saya cuba nak keluar dari belenggu 't-shirt' bila keluar jalan2... (ubah sikap dress- down) tapi tak pernah boleh... last2 saya give- up... just be myself... wear what I'm comfortable with...

9. Saya nak anak2 yg ramai... mmg agak menakutkan dgn perbelanjaan yg semakin meningkat ini, tapi saya tetap suka rumah yg penuh... Insya Allah...

10. Perkenalan saya dan suami saya tidak akan menjadi tanpa bantuan rakan karib saya... Azm*h (sian kau... tak pasal2 kena pegi approach MAM cakap nak pinjam schook mag... ekekekek... apa punya reason laa.. tapi berjaya walaupon sungguh lame)... thanks Azm*h... LOVE YOU!

Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnye dan describe tentang mereka :

1. Chah Shue - salah seorg BFF saya... banyak rahsia saya dan suami saya semasa zaman percintaan dulu ada di dalam poketnya!

2. Ratna - another BFF, anak2 dia sangat pwetty + hemsem! Dia seorg yg digilai ramai semasa sekolah... saya adalah salah sorang entouragenya... hahahah

3. Ieta S. - Lagi BFF, saya suka anak2nya yg ramai itu... dan dia akan mencuba lagi... yeay ieta... GO! GO!

4. Elin - kawan serumah di UiTM. Dia masih lagi mempunya badan saiz S seperti dulu (tidak seperti aku... macam pernah S dulu kan.. tapi kechik sikit la dari laa ni)

5. Cik Yaya - seorg pencomel! Semua bahasa2nya di dalam blog sangat comel!

6. Sha - kawan kenal dari blog... sangat meriah blognya dgn org ramai... saya suka!

7. Hanis - selama ni baca blog saja, sekali jumpa in person, she and her husband are just lovely...

8. Dnas (The Red Sandal Diaries)- saya suka penulisan dia jugak.. dia sangat bangga dgn darah Pahangnya...

9. Zal Alina - offers a helping hand yg tip- top kalau dimintak tolong... (dan kalau mood dia sangat ok laa time tu.. heheheh, kan zal?)

10. Kakiintan- blognya memberi banyak tips tentang masakan, dan saya rasa dia adalah tukang masak yg hebat... (saya tak pernah mencuba, tapi saya yakin!)

Sekian...

Ceritalah Lagi...

Salam

(tajuk entry ini mengingatkan aku pada satu buku cerita masa kecik2... sangat suka!... ada lagi ke publisher tu eh?)

Sebelum tido, aku akan cuba sedaya- upaya bacakan bedtime storybook to AZA, kalau tak sempat baca (sbb dia yg tutup lampu, he decides tau) aku akan bercerita dgn dia... selalunya aku bercerita pasal aeroplace dan popeye... tak kiralaaa popeye tu naik aeroplane nak pegi sekolah ke (kaya betul popeye skarang), popeye jual kuih keliling kampung ke... aku akan tetap bercerita... kadang2 tu aku sengaja tukar karakter nama Ahmad ke, Abu ke... dia tetap nak nama popeye... layan jek laa..

until this one nite, at exactly 2 mlm yg lepas... aku pon cam biasa berceritalaaa dgn dia... bila dekat nak abis, AZA merengek... "Mommy, Adam want milk!"... aku balas, "Sabar ye, the story's not done yet"... tapi sbb aku kesian, aku pon terus endkan cerita aku tu dgn THE END (mmg aku make sure aku stress kan ayat ni, so that he knows it's finished)

then, aku senyap... aku nak tgk dia still lagi nak susu ke tak...

Suddenly... dgn suara dia yg perlahan2 ala2 separuh berbisik...
"Adam want milk... Adam pon cry... huhuhuhu... Tokwan pon tanya... Nape ni, Adam? Adam want milk laa Tokwan... Tokwan pon cry... huhuhuhu... THE END"...

Bravo anakku! You are one good storyteller and a joker... I love you, sweetheart!

Adoyai! Sakit Gigi Gila...

Salam...

semalam aku buat root canal treatment... Masha Allah, sakit gila ok!
aku dah pegi dentist dah pagi Sabtu tu, setelah jumaat mlm tu aku takleh tido...
tapi takde pulak dr. yg panel tu... so balik dgn painkiller di tangan jek laa, dorang suh datang balik Monday...
haa malam tu aku sudah tido duduk! baring pon tak boleh... lahai!

so semalam, aku dah pegi dgn semangat juang yg tinggi... aku lagi taknak layan sakit waktu malam, aku rela layan sakit masa treatment yg mcm sakit nak beranak tu! (ok, yg ni aku exaggerate skett, sbb aku pakai epi hehehe)... mula2 tu ada ke dr. tu nak main drill jek tanpa meng'numb'kan jaw aku? tentu2 aku kasik jerit 'adik manja' aku tuh, then baru dr. tu tanya "sakitkah?"... nak jek aku jawab "takde laa dr. saya mmg suka jerit2 guna suara halus saya ni"... tapi tak laa kan... aku tak mampu menjawab apa2, hanya airmata sipi2 yg nak tumpah tu jek yg mampu menjawab soalan dia...
lantas dia bercakap pada nurse dia (yg aku tak paham... sbb guna mother-tounge mereka)... nurse tu sudah keluarkan satu pencocok yg bapak besar jarumnya... terus laa dia cucuk tang sini, dia cucuk tang sinun... dan tak lama selepas tu, terasa mungil laa bibirku ini...

so kesimpulannya, dr. baru buat yg bawah... yg belah atas dia kata aku kena datang balik, sbb dia kesian kat aku.. kalau buat 2-2 alamat penat la aku nganga...
oh shit! nak kena ngadap bapak jarum tu lagikah????

First Impression Do Not Treat You Right

Salam...

stumbled upon this video, and yes... we always pass judgement to strangers, but of course... you can never trust your first impression...

Grazie Susan Boyle! from seb fil on Vimeo.

Men In Tutus

Salam...

Me and suamiku went to watch this performance yesterday... 'twas superb! Loved it... I'm not a big fan of ballet myself, prolly the thought of my incapability doing those spins, twirls, stand-on-your-toes (which are almost impossible kot)... hehehhe... but this show was something different... maybe they injected humor in it...

I was kinda afraid to bring MAM along at first, since I know he doesnt fancy ballet either... esp seeing men in tutus (memula tu nampak macam drag show!) But he liked it sebab funny and yeah... 'twas my treat :) (happy 13th anniversary, B...) bukan kawin, declare dulu2...

For me it was damn funny ok! Imagine those dancers are well- built (body ketul2), but they danced ballet like they have been doing that all their lives... so graceful together with the storyline from famous tales eg The Dying Swan and The Swan Lake, also they did Duet (famous ballet performance yg ada laki menari dgn perempuan tu)... and the funny part mostly came from the way they wanna potray that they are guys... TAK SHAVE BULU KETIAK, ok!!!!

overall I give them 4 out of 5... best!

taken from http://www.menintutus.com.au/

KLPac - pegi laaa, cam menarik gak tpt ni...

some of the comments were posted at the KLPac lobby...

and I captured the best one after the show's over (coz I laughed the hardest at this scene)

'My man not in tutu'... another 'forced' performance directed by the photographer... sorry B, thanks a lot kerana melayan karenahku menyuruhmu berposing...

Lets Pray

Salam...

the first case of H1Ni has been confirmed today... Let us pray to Allah to safeguard us from all the illnesses and bad things in the world...

Let us also pray for the person(s) who got contaminated, may he's cured from this disease, Insya Allah...

++ MAD ++

Salam...

this entry is dedicated to my beloved hubby, MAM...
not that we are having differences at the moment (how can I be mad at you especially when you are away di JB... I've missed you, balik laaa cepat, jgn marah ye kengkawan)

remember what should we do when we disagree on something? Jangan tido/ buat dek without talking it over... it'll be a nitemare for both of us, kan? Lepas cakap2, then kita boleh tido dengan peacefully-nya...

love you...




Lyrics

Today...

Salam...

Today tgh gelabah... will have this one big meeting after lunch... and me presenting some part of it... iskkk... I've done this few times, but why the butterflies running around inside my tummy?
chet! gotta find this pesticide thingy!

Mommy's Day... continued

Salam...

ok, dah boleh cerita balik pasal celebration semalam...
siangnya tu, kami banyak melepet kat rumah MIL ku... saja2 dia datang panggil makan... yeay, takyah masak

then, bila dah petang after asar, we went out... first suamiku kata nak beli kasut coz he desperately need one...
so sudah ajak aku teman... aku ikut jek laa, coz straight from there, we'll have our dinner...

dengan tidak disangka2... aku jua mendapat 'tamparan'... bukan satu... tapi DUA!

muka nak makan... dah lapar... nasib baik ada kosong, sbb org fully booked the place dah!

by this time, heroku AZA dah show some signs nak demam! kesian dia... Musim sangat ke skrg ni???

sini laa kami bersantap... sungguh berharap dapat jumpa si amy.. takde :(

paperbag yg berkaler putih...

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Tadaaaaa... inilah tamparan aku itu!!! ekekke... thanks B... I lap you!

p/s: masih lagi dalam mode di awang- awangan/ sengih kerna tamparan itu!

Mommy's Day

Salam...

Mommy's day is today... so awal2 MAM dah tanya nak dinner kat mana tonite? so I just said, suka hati, awak yg nak belanja... at first he wanted to go to VS, tapi bila dah gerak from rumah ibu mertuaku, dia kata lets try something else laa, bosan pulak dgn steak2 ni...
so.. kami pon ke Restoran Cheng Ho @ Wangsa Maju.. ala, si Amy Search punya...

tapi hariku juga bertambah gembira sebab dapat hadiah... hehehe... (tak sia2 aku pregnant dan hadap sakit contraction ok...) dapat hadiah lagi... dah laa makan free... Alhamdulillah... kalau camni boleh pregnant lagi.. ekkekekek...

Hadiah esok aku tunjuk... takde laa seberapa.. tapi yg penting, gratis! hehehhe... dah nak tido dah ni... esok keja! tata!

To my beloved mother...
thanks mak! I love you so much, and appreciates for all the things that you have done... I am never this proud to have you as my mother...
and to my MIL...
terima kasih jugak, mak! you are the bestest MIL in the whole wide world... banyak org sangat jeles dgn roz sbb dapat mak mertua yg plg sporting dalam dunia.. I love you too, of course!