In Memory

Salam,

On this day, last year... I lost my bapak...

Al- Fatihah...

Right Now...

Salam,

I know I've been very bad lately in posting updates, stories in this blog. I don't know, there are no fit reasons to support the action...

but one thing for sure, I like what I'm doing at the moment... probably last time I was so stressful, hence the writings yg kebanyakkannya yg bukan2... hehehhe

skarang sangat happy, yes aaaa?

ok laaa, takde laa berserabut mcm dulu kan... muka asyik macam nak menangis jek :) (that's what people told me...)

Kenapa Kau Macam tu haaaa?

Salam,

lately ni aku selalu sakit hati ngan si polan ni... dah laa selalu menyakitkan hati mak aku, aku nak tgk muka kau pon aku menyampah...

skarang kau nak masukkan sekali nama bini kau dalam hate list aku? silakannnnnn... be my guest!

pastu malam tadi mak aku dah kecik ati pulak dgn aku pasal si polan ni... nak jek aku sepak polan tu kasik tergolek!

sorry aku emo lately ni! polan ni lah!

Bapak, Abah and B

Salam...

Happy father's day to those three iconic figure in my life.. All of them contributed major impact to my life...

To arwah bapak, I love you so much! Even I can't express it explicitly, He knows my love towards you... Alfatihah...

To abah, thanks for raising your son as he is... and thanks for sharing your love as though I am your own daughter...

To my B, you showers great love, and affection to our son with some discipline and strictness to add the taste... I love you in depth for that! May you continue to be the best leader in the family, Insya Allah...

This entry is dedicated to all of them and other dads around the world... Happy Father's Day!

What I want...

salam...

at the moment is a sewing machine... not a complicated one, just a regular one that can perform basic sewing plus some intermediate functions...

agak2 ok aci tak kalau mintak utk hadiah birthday?

While I Still Can Dream...

Salam...

I want to...

1. be the best companion to my husband

2. be the coolest mother to my child(ren)

3. offer mak a hand in anything that she needs

4. take lots and lots of babies' pictures (enhancing my photography skills)

5. do bungee jumping, white- water rafting and paragliding

6. own a family business; husband as CEO, me as MD, kids as Exec. Dirs.

7. overcome my fears on swimming in the open sea and COCKROACHES (yikes!)

8. own a bungalow with my own ideas of decorations

9. have one mega birthday bash that has big bouncy castle for adults to go nuts!

10. have my own car that is only a two- seater car (car plate starts with RR)

11. own a Chanel Jumbo

12... and lots more...

(there are a lot more... too tired to ketuk the keyboard)...

Pulling My Socks Up... again!

Salam...

Tomorrow I'm gonna start to see my O&G back...

I plan to, again do the treatment in order to provide new adik for AZA (Insya Allah :)

I've been planning for this since late last year actually, but being me with high difficulty in conceiving, it was a prolonged plan...

pity my son that he plays alone... or only with adults in the house...

funny when he said that there's a baby in his tummy (imitating my SIL who just gave birth)...

glad when my friends keep adding the number of their family members... (envy a bit, tho!)

happy to start recollecting babies stuff or re-use AZA's 'hand-me-down' props...

hopeful to keep doa to Allah to fulfill my wish... Aminnnn...

“Wahai Tuhanku! Kurniakanlah kepadaku dari sisi-Mu zuriat keturunan yang baik. Sesungguhnya Engkau sentiasa Mendengar (menerima) doa.”

(Ali- Imran, ayat 38)

Home, here I come... and Thomas Cup, too...

Salam...

dah nak balik... nak kena naik lrt, pegi ofis suamiku... from there balik umah sesama...

dah tukar kasut, takmo pakai heels... sbb jauh nak jalan to lrt station...

opt for crocs... walaupon tak jive dgn handbag dan baju, I dont care!

take care guys... have a good weekend!

and pray kita masuk final for Thomas Cup ok? Insya Allah...

(takde tiket, dah abis! takpe.. kalau masuk final, I'll make sure I nak pegi)... amin!

FB Uncovered

Salam...

OK, I am in a predicament at the moment...

I consider myself as a semi- heavy user (not heavy when I'm home :) of FB, considering I will check my FB page every hour... and respond to messages or comment on other ppl's photo (ye laaa, networking kan...)

Then, one day my boss told me...

Boss: Do u know that in this dept, one of the ways for us to communicate is thru FB?

Me: Oh really? *dalam hati* pls dont ask me to add you... I separate personal and career ok?*

Boss: You see, sometimes we cant get hold of a person thru phone, email... but FB does help! Somehow FB's function in outreaching ppl is more proven... Besides, FB can do more than just networking, games, etc.. u know!

Me: Yup... betul tu! *dalam hati* rolling my eyes... I'm hooked to FB laaa, brader! game jek gua tak main*

Boss: If you see, DD has 2 laptops, one for work- related thingy, and on his mac, he has his FB and twitter and banyak lagi laaa in ON mode... he believes in these tools, too...

Then... the order pon terkeluar... ayat yg ditakuti utk didengarkan...

Boss: So, u can add me and the other friends, managers, and DD... as your friends...

Oh Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.......!!!!!!

How laaaa? I have this principle, I do not accept friend requests if that person is in the same section with me... I only accept you if we are only in different sections (within the same dept)...

apatah lagi manager kan?

ini nak add satu dept? are you serioussssssss?

Happy Mother's Day

Salam,

Happy Mother's Day to all lovely mothers out day... including me!

This year I celebrated together with my hubby, son, my youngest brother and most importantly... my mother!

I love you, mak!

Perjalanan Ke Tanah Haram...

Salam...

saya dah lama tak update kan? Saya 'hilang' selama 2 minggu, lps tu bila dah balik ke ofis, saya malas nak berblog.. so terbiar mcm tu jek laaa blog saya..

Alhamdulillah, saya dah selamat pegi dan balik... remember ada satu entry saya yg saya tulis saya dah book something? saya dah booked nak pegi umrah... jadi saya telah berlepas hari Isnin 29 march terus ke Madinah (singgah jap kat Riyadh, sbb nak turunkan org, aku ngan laki aku sekali turun sbb excited... belakang kitorang kena halau naik flight balik bersama lagi 2 jemaah Malaysia... semua akibat tak dengar announcement)

sampai Madinah... Subhanallah... aku mmg cam nak nangis! tak sangka sampai laa kan.. penat ke, dah lewat malam ke, aku tak kisah.. terus aku ajak laki aku straight pegi Masjid Nabawi gak... dorang kata pintu masjid tutup pkl 11 mlm, aku sampai dah pkl 10.30mlm... mmg tinggal harapan jek laa kan, aku solat kat depan pintu jek (ropa2nya ada pintu yg bukak laki aku cakap, aku jek yg taknak round depan2 lagi sikit... laki aku dapat masuk masjid, dan siap dapat solat dalam Raudhah lagi)... takpe laa rezeki dia...

3 hari spend kat Madinah, Khamis mlm Jumaat tu kitorang gerak pegi Makkah... Alhamdulillah, dapat buat umrah malam jumaat tu... mmg ramai, rupa2nya mmg ramai org buat umrah kalau malam jumaat, tu mutawwif yg cakap... berkat lebih agaknya kot...

dekat Makkah spend 11 hari... mmg tak rasa jemu, penat... dan tak ingat apa2 kat Malaysia ni... semua tumpuan hanya pada Allah! dan aku rasa everytime waktu solat, aku akan cuba mendapatkan 'port' yg baik iaitu bila angkat takbir, mata aku nampak kaabah! Alhamdulillah, most of times aku dapat...

Overall, kepada kawan2 yg membaca posting ni, cadangan aku, kalau ada rezeki lebih, pergilaaa... I mean buat umrah dulu, sambil2 kumpul2 duit nak tunaikan haji... get the feeling org kata, be familiarize with both places, then pastu terus buat haji.. dah buat yg wajib, pastu boleh ulang2 lagi, Insya Allah...

aku jugak happy sbb apa yg aku nak cuba buat sepanjang umrah ni berjaya aku buat, which is:

1. Cium Hajarul Aswad (2x)

2. Solat di Hijir Ismail (banyak x)

3. Khatam Quran (sekali)

4. Solat di Raudhah (few times gak)

Sekian...

p/s: saya sekadar berkongsi pengalaman, bukan niat menunjuk...

background: masjid nabawi... cantik!

suamiku sedang bersolat dalam gua hira'

ke ladang unta beli susu unta, tapi minum sikit jek... tak berani :)

Alhamdulillah, sampai jugak aku ke sini. Amin...

time ni kat Jeddah, depan laut Merah... nak balik ke Malaysia, makan dulu!

Lagi Satu Selamat

Salam...

adik iparku pon dah selamat beranak.. lupa nak update...

anak dia diberanakkan semalam, 18.03.2010... time2 malam jugak...

congrats, Ija & Im...

nanti I'll post the pic... baby tak balik umah lagi!

Selamat... Selamat

Salam...

Malam tadi, aku dah empuk2 kan bantal, ready2 nak layan Glee... (aku mmg semangat skarang kalau Wed nite ni)...

suami dan anak pon sampai rumah.. (aku balik straight dari ofis smalam, tak tunggu pon suamiku itu pasal dia kata dia nak balik lambat... and aku mintak dia amik terus anak kami yg sorang tu, dah dia yg ada keta...)

sekali sambil berpusing2, ngadap tv... nyanyi2 apa yg keluar kat tv tu... tup- tup dapat panggilan telefon, dari adik iparku...

wah... abg iparku sudah dapat anak lagi sorang... isterinya sudah meletup!

Alhamdulillah... another girl in Pok Mak's family!

so kami dgn langkah yg berat (berat bukan apa, mata sebenarnya dah kuyu2... tp tetap excited nak tgk baby baru)... pegi laa ke rumah sakit...

so nampaklaaa baby baru yg comel itu... (baby mana pon yg tak comel, dak?)

so bertambahlah sorang lagi yg akan memanggil I Mommy Roz! haaa, comel betul budak2 tu kalau dah pandai cakap panggil I Mommy Roz yg Comel...

lagi satu... bff aku punya birthday pon smalam gak...

Happy birthday, Chah... Semoga berjaya memantapkan diri ke tahap paling maksimum di usia skarang dan akan datang, Insya Allah...

aku sayang kamu, yaaaa!

muuuaahhhhhssss!

What Happened in Phuket...

Salam...

This year's staff day (of current dept) was the last one for me since I'll move to a new dept next week (wef 15 March 2010)... this year's was in Phuket, Thailand...
I visited Phuket 2 years ago with MAM and AZA, but this year it was sure a crazy one... a few incidents happened...

Among others, a 'shemale' showed me and my friend, Af her 'I-sudah-potong' part... nope, not to us, but she showed her friend and we were there accidently, wrong place at the wrong time... talk about the shock of our lives! she was kinda excited, just lifted up her sundress, with no seluar kecik inside... Imagine that!!! We were stunned, and looked at each other and laughed hysterically... gila! Ini macam pon ada!

dunia... dunia...!

Loose End...

Salam...

Semalam lagi teruk... harini dah ok sikit...
I should have gone to the clinic and get the MC...
tp malas sebenarnya, Friday ni nak cuti lagi...

hmmmm...

please be ok, both of you...

On Mak's Birthday & Elation

Salam...

This has past its deadline, I know... But things at the office has been stricting the freedom to blog, tell stories etc... but I'll just blog!

On Feb 14th, we celebrated mak's birthday at the restaurant (a surprise one)... I was in- charged of the deco and the invitations... As the pix tells, I managed to coerced lelaki2 itu to do the decorations... I loved the feelings... having total control of the place and watched mereka itu membuat kerja perempuan... hahahah...

The invitees were all my relatives and some of mak's friends... overall it was successful... mak was home- alone the whole day, (she told my nenek she was crying teringatkan my late dad and the children's whereabouts--- we were bz at the restaurant decorating) and the next thing, my brother Z*** was in- charged to divert her attention of coming to the restaurant to begin work...

nampak kan I berkuasa, when I was only taking pix...

guests were anxious waiting for mak

Tadaaaa... Surprise!!!!!!

Alhamdulillah... happy birthday, mak! I love you to bits! Thanks for all the things that you've sacrificed to make me of what I am today... We have our disagreements sometimes (yup, sampai skarang... bila laa nak berubah ni roz!) but that never changed anything, my love towards you...

Semoga Allah memberi keberkatan yg berlipat ganda pada mak, Insya Allah...

On another note, I am so *boing*boing* on the clouds today... Finally, I have heard the good news myself, with supporting evidence from the rightful party (this one refers to my prev entry)... yeay! Alhamdulillah... I am over- excited, looking forward to it... isk, sedih pon ada gak...

Here's the proof...

Thanks Ya Allah... may this new path is going to be one smooth sailing adventure and happier... amin...

Kes Blur

Salam...

now someone's congratulating me... hmmm, apa kes?
the other someone dah agree... hmmm, lagi tak paham...

later!

Yes or No? You Tell Me...

Salam...

Dah nak hampir sebulan dah aku attend *benda*tu... by right I have gotten the result by now... Tapi kenapakah takde sampai sekarang? Yang tak bestnya, semua org (yg ada cable dalam laa) seems to know the result ahead from me, yang aku sendiri pon tak tau dari pihak yg berkenaan... So, camana nak react? suka? tak suka?

*still kena disclose lagi kejadian yg benar2 berlaku, utk mengelakkan salah faham... sorry ye...

Kegiatan Weekend Tuari

Salam...

dah lama saya tak update benda2 yg saya buat... saya mengaku saya banyak 'tersangkut' dgn kerja- kerja di ofis yg taknak saya buat...
tapi apakan daya, dari situ punca rezeki saya, jadik saya kena buat muka gembira :)
Astaghfirullah... (saya nak ikhlas bekerja)...

jadi sbg langkah permulaan, saya start dgn hari sabtu tu saya buat apa...
pagi2 bangun, siap2kan anak dan bapak si anak, kami ke TTDI, AZA join ALIMKids Playgroup... ni second class dia, Alhamdulillah... dia dah become more participative dari first class tu, yg asik dok clinging kat mak dia... (time tu aku lagi banyak joget dan nyanyi daripada dia... toksah la kan kasik 'can' kat aku... I sure grab punya... hahhaha)...

yg ni dia dah nak joget sikit2.. nyanyi pon dah kuat2.. dan boleh nak menjawab soalan2 teacher dia.. Alhamdulillah, mommy's proud of you, AZA sayangku!

pastu kami ke kenduri kawin kawan MAM... time tu mmg dah lapar laa kan... so walaupon saya mmg kurang berminat dgn makanan kenduri kawin, bila dah nampak makanan, saya lupa apa yg saya suka, dan apa yg saya tak suka... ye, prinsip hidup saya boleh lari bila dalam keadaan terdesak! ekekeke... *hope not!*

pastu ptg2 sikit (setelah balik rumah dan lepak2), kami ke tasik titiwangsa... berpiknik bersama rakan2.. saya ada amik gambar, tapi sbb tak bwk memory card hari ni ke ofis, maka proses mengupload gambar harus dilupakan! lenkali jek eh?
lepak di tepi tasik dgn angin sepoi2 bahasa, pastu ada ayam golek + buah2 + air berperisa, mmg sedap sekali.. tp sayang, sekejap sangat melepet di situ.. kami sampai dah pkl 6.30pm, nak carik parking keta lagi... tau2 dah nak maghrib betul2 bila dah abis makan ayam golek tu.. takpe laa, lenkali kita buat lagi eh?

pastu semlm, saya dan suami menghadiri kursus umrah... Insya Allah, kami akan ke sana bulan 3 ni, dan saya sangat2 teruja! penceramah semlm ialah Dato Ust Hj. Daud Che Ngah... sangat bersemangat saya nak pegi lps dengar ayat2 dorongan daripada dia.. (sama kuat semangat saya nak kawin dgn MAM masa pegi kursus kawin dulu, tu pon dia yg jadik salah sorang penceramah.. :)

hari ni saya datang ofis macam biasa... adoyai, SEMANGAT... kentallah wahai dikau!

Innalillah...

Salam...

My grandma (mom's side) lost her younger sister on Tuesday nite...
I rushed back with my mom and brothers back to mom's hometown in Malacca the next morning...
My husband couldn't join as he was having a presentation on the same morning...

I think... I am more saddened by the fact that my grandma lost her sister... they were close, they hung- out together (tak kemana pon, depan2 rumah masing2 jek, they live like 100m apart jek pon)... and my grandma is the bestest sister that anyone could have!

Imagine this, sometimes my mom and her siblings have some issues with their aunty (arwah)... so they told my grandma this and that... and my grandma would protect her sister and told her daughters/ sons to just forget about those things... so ended up my mom, aunties and uncles were like "apakah? sapa yg salah ni?" and my mom being among the eldest would talk to my grandma personally and said "cannot laa protect her like that, obviously she's wrong.. bla.. bla.. bla" and my grandma would just say, "Ye laaa, korang ada sesama korang, Aye (she use this to represent herself) ada sapa? Adik Aye ni sorang jek laaa... Sapa lagi nak jaga, kalau bukan Aye yg jaga?" My mom would just kept quiet everytime my grandma use this statement... :)

When I heard about her sister's passing, my mind was locked on my grandma... She must be devastated... and I love my grandma dearly... even when I saw her yesterday, I was 'this close' to cry...

Nenek, jangan sedih2 ok? Insya Allah nenek Lang ditempatkan bersama2 org2 beriman..., kita doakan yg terbaik utk dia... I love you, nenek!