AZA: My First Day...

Bismillah...

I start school today, mommy and daddy enrolled me in a kindy close to my house...

After few places that they thought of sending me to, they settled for this school.

They were sure to send me to a different school at first, but it was full school house, but mommy promised me to go to that school next year, Insya Allah...

A Blessed Year Indeed...

Salam...

I have been ignoring this place for sometimes now... I made few pit-stops here, just to go and visited other friends' blogs, clicking their links away... and yet, too hesitant to write my own thoughts and stories...

Just to recap on this year's journey (Salam Awal Muharram 1432 and Happy New Year 2011 in advance), I would say Alhamdulillah, overall it's been a good and blessed journey for myself, and to the others too, Insya Allah...

• I finally got to perform my umrah early this year, and hope I can come back soon to perform my Hajj, Insya Allah...
• In terms of career, I am no longer zoned in the place that I called hell... I had the opportunity to change to a new place early of the year and Alhamdulillah, I'm happy to be where I belong...
• My recent assessment: I performed above average, Alhamdulillah... yeay! more bonus to come, maybe??? hahaha, yeah right!
• Me and MAM sealed a deal to get ourselves a brand new place, it may not look luxurious to some people, but money well- spent, Insya Allah...
• AZA has blossomed to be a healthy and bubbly boy... he has quite extensive vocabularies for children of his age... love every bits of him...
• MAM got few new projects, he seems a bit hectic but he's good in managing those... Good for you, B... LU2eM!
• EQ- wise: I think I've improved my patience level, I made doa to Allah often, and try to forgive people... Insya Allah...

and the list continues... but these are among the most significant ones to me. In essence, let's work harder for our betterment for the coming new year... Most importantly, let's be better in performing our duties to Allah... after all, He decides what we succeed and what we not...

Allah bless!

Isk.. Tak Sabar!

Salam,

Am still at the office... I should be going home an hour ago... the no-traffic-jam situation would be bliss for everybody... Imagine I would be driving home at 4.30pm... mana nak dapat dalam KL ni? kecuali mengulor le kaaaannnnn... :)

But I'm still here? Kenapa?

sebab I'm meeting someone... Going to get something from her...

I can only tell you tomorrow...

Orang tua2 kata, kalau belum jadi, takleh bagitau... nanti tak jadi... :)

Alhamdulillah...

Salam,

Just finished a session with my boss... they were having managers' meeting on year- end assessment this morning. I don't really know what I'll be getting (between 1 - 5, 5 is with significant impact), but my boss discussed what are the feedbacks given from other managers about me...

Basically, they see great potential in me... how? they are voting my name to lead my team in this one particular project.

But I am not just happy for that, I am just happy because I feel that I belong here... Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah for the opportunity.

Nak Kasik Anak Pandai

Salam...

semalam aku bertekad nak ajar AZA, benda2 simple je... draw a square, then kenal green color...

mula2 tu sabar, lama2 tak berapa... kesian pulak...

harini nak ajar lagi, Insya Allah...

tapi nak cuba sabar2kan... dan make it a fun session for him... supaya dia tak bosan...

(mak dalam keadaan bersalah... sbb anak baru 3 thn, tp garang mlm tadi mcm AZA dah umur 6 thn... duh!)

Sayangku...

Salam,

I have nothing to blog about lately, not that anything uninteresting happened... every occasion has their own favorite stamp! But I prefer to read other peoples' blogs currently (penyakit malas pon ye...)

It's been a while since I last blog about my one and only apple... AZA.

When he was 1 year plus, I taught him to answer me "Yes, Mommy Sayangku..." whenever I call him... Alhamdulillah, up until now he still answers me that way... even to mr. hubs callings, he'll answer "Yes, Daddy Sayangku..."

Semoga menjadi anak yg soleh & sentiasa diredhai... amin.

Banyak Kejadian di Bulan Ramadhan

Salam...

haa, lama tak update punya pasal, banyak cerita berkepuk2 yg aku tak tulis... Antaranya:

1. Birthday aku last week. Alhamdulillah, dapat hadiah yg no. 2 dalam list aku dari MAM dan bunga mekar sejambak dari anak yg delivered to the office... sweet sungguh kamu! pakat ngan bapak eh ye?

2. Thn ni aku mcm rasa banyak kali gak aku bukak puasa berlaukkan ketam... padahal aku ni bukan kaki ketam... sbb aku tak tahan gatal dalam telinga yg aku tak tau mana nak garu... tp kali ni, kegatalan tu cam aku boleh buat bodo... (Ya Allah, sedapnya buttered crab kat Bangsar Seafood)...

3. Aku dah abis membeli barang2 raya, except tudung cantik yg glam dan kasut MIL aku.. jap lagi lunchtime aku nak gi Jln. TAR.. harus laa aku bersedia mental dan fizikal nak menyiku org yg jalan ganas...

4. Raya thn ni kat belah aku, so balik kg aku... YES! pastu raya kedua aku dah berjalan ke LKG. YES! lagi sekali...

5. Thn ni aku buat choc chips yg femes di belah2 inlaws aku.. pujaan ramai tahun lepas. Tapi tahun ni, sob... sob... dia keras! kurang liquids laa pulak! aku rasa aku nak simpan buat batu seremban...

6. First time in 6 years, baju raya aku takde beadings!!! warrggghhhhh... gila! camana nak melaram di pagi raya??? takkan aku nak spoilkan mood raya over the beadings??? kena laa sikit, tak banyak pon tak takpe.. janji feeling 'handicapped' tu ada...

7. tadi aku berjaya melawan arus deras manusia dekat jalan TAR? kenapa aku menggila ke situ lagi 2-3 hari nak raya ni? tu laa, cuba menjadi menantu yg baik, kenalah diberikan hadiah kepada ibu mertua (bapak mertua dah dapat dah)... tu yg ke sana tu.. kalau tak, takde deeeee...

8. aku tak gosok kaki lagi... mcm mana????

anyways, Selamat Hari Raya... mintak maaf atas segala ketelanjuran... kalau ada yg tersilap tulis yg mengguris hati, maafkan jek laaa ye...

Angin dan Pergi Berbekam

Salam...

I was down with muscle pain last fri and it lasted until yesterday...

gila sakit oiiii! tak tipu...

After I got back from the office (naik LRT lagi kakak ni that day), picked my son and MIL's place, borrowed her car and off to my mom's place...

time tu dah start sakit2 dah... the pain occured on both shoulders... bila I tekan2, rasa keras dan sakit... tak tenderloin langsung!

so after bukak puasa, I baring and tido, sampai laa hubs came back from bukak puasa with his clients... time tu, Astaghfirullah, punya laa sakit... then my hubs off to play futsal pulak, tinggal lagi aku yg dalam kesakitan dgn anak aku... mengiring salah, telentang salah... dah laa dgn my jubilant yg nak hug jek tido, lagi laa mak kau ni sakit, nak oiiiii!

On Saturday, it got worst... I could only lie down and mengerang (puasa tetap menten, Alhamdulillah)... now the pain has moved to both arms, more on kebas laa, sampai nak angkat pon tak boleh... I knew it was 'angin' because I kept burping and *pfff*... when it's time to break of fast, it was no longer there, Alhamdulillah.. but somewhere around midnite, it came back! sakit lagi oiiii! dah, dah... tomorrow I'll go for bekam, I told my hubs.

So, yesterday... BEKAM it is! guess what???? My head has this one spot shaven, so bekam can be performed there... and at the back of my body, I have another 3 same spots... dan skarang rasa mcm dah sihat jek... Alhamdulillah.

Tapi kena repeat... what??? adakah kepalaku akan rupa cenggini?

Unwell...

Salam...

Haishh... I'm in no 'sick-free-day' zone today...

It all started last Wed, I got sore throat, and my nose started to become watery (ada kaa?)

was on MC yesterday, and today, thought things will be ok... and yet, worst still...

Oh Allah, let me breathe easily... amin...

How Laaa?

Salam,

Aduyaiiii... camana nak buat eh?

Aku nak cuba pegi terawih tiap2 malam (kalau berkesempatan)...

tapi anak aku???

semalam aku bawak dia, walaupon berbakul2 pesanan dari rumah, masuk kereta, sampai ke masjid suruh dia jangan buat bising...

last2 aku dengar suara anak aku antara yg terhappy sekali bermain... haishhhh!

camana? nak tinggalkan dgn sapa? mak aku sure konfem nak pegi...

haruskah aku yg dok rumah sahaja? hmmmm....

I am Waiting...

Salam...

It is almost here... I am truly excited. I wanna have it filled with ibadah, good deeds and positive minds, Insya Allah...

"Ya Allah, hanya Engkau sahaja yang berupaya menjadikan segala perancangan aku berjaya... Berilah aku kekuatan emosi, fizikal dan mental utk aku mengharungi Ramadhan ini... Bantulah aku, supaya Ramadhan ini menjadi Ramadhan yang terbaik dari Ramadhan2 sebelum ini... amin..."

Some of the things that I plan for this Ramadhan, Insya Allah:

1. Perform terawih as much as I can at masjid/ musolla

2. Finish reciting Holy Quran by end of Ramadhan

3. Sadaqah

4. Compliment other people...

5. More prudent in food spending, thus less food wastage

6. Iftar with my family i.e. MAM, AZA and my mom (as much as I can)

7. Strictly perform my prayers on time, no more 'twinning'...

To all friends, Salam Ramadhan... let us seek blessings from Allah for ourselves and our loved ones... May He accepts our doa and prayers... amin...

Pernah Rindu Tak?

Salam...

1. Lepas abis sekolah (primary school specifically) beli sengkuang yg ada sapu kuah merah pastu tabur kacang atas tu? (Mana nak dapat kuah tu eh?)

2. Nyanyi lagu Negaraku + lagu sekolah during assembly pada pagi Isnin (during primary) dan pagi Jumaat (during sek menengah)... I dont know, tapi everytime kena nyanyi, some of my friends buat muka monyok... ye laa bosan kot, but me and my bestfriends made a pact that we would sing dengan penuh semangat yg tinggi... bila part hi- note, takde hal nak tarik suara laaa... then we would smile to each other... we are proud to be Malaysian and students of that school...

3. perasaan menunggu hari Sabtu datang during schooldays dulu (skrang dah keja pon sama) sebab boleh kluar melepak beramai2 dgn kawan2... dan kenal ramai kawan2 from other schools? Dulu zaman saya term bohsia tu dah ada, tapi bohjan mana datang ntah? Kami suka melepak2 bercerita2, tak buat perangai tak senonoh... kira lepak kami berhemah laaa :)

4. naik/ turun bas nak pegi mana2? skrang nak hidu asap bas pon jarang!

5. malam2 kalau sambil study tu bukak radio nak dengar Pilihan Bersama, mcm excited nak record lagu2 favorite, or sibuk dok salin lirik (terlupa nak study)

6. Beli susu yg promoted thru Program Susu Sekolah atau Vitagen? Pastu kalau tak beli (sbb parents tak berapa cukup duit nak beli) bila tgk kawan2 dapat, mcm sedih/ envy?

7. Nak nyanyi kuat2 dalam bilik air, pastu perasan mcm Sheila Majid tgh nyanyi lagu Sinaran (glamer betul lagu ni time tu)... sekali tu aku kluar bilik air, arwah bapak aku sound... "Sedap suara..." Dah terbangga kejap... skali dia sambung, "Ni kalau mengaji Quran pon sama sedap jugak ni, baik mengaji, pahala pon dapat!" teeetttttt... terus termalu :")

8. Baca Majalah Kuntum, Dewan Kanak- Kanak, dan lain2 jenis majalah untuk kanak2... cuba nak masuk Peraduan Mewarna, tapi tak cantik, terus cancel nak hantar...

9. Kalau naik bas sekolah, nak duduk dekat tangga... terasa cam best! Sekali pakcik bas marah... "Masuk, masuk... karang jatuh sapa nak tanggung?" Pastu bila tpt aku dah kena amik ngan budak lelaki, pakcik tu relaks plak, tak bising pon dia? Gender inequality betul laa pakcik tu!

10. Tanya mak apa yg mak boleh prepare sbb esoknya tu ada Class Party yg akhir tahun... mak aku selalu akan bising sbb kasik tau last minute... last2 paling senang goreng fries... masa tu fries sangat susah didapati... so aku punya fries selalu jadik hit laaa.... ehehhe.. thank you, mak!

tu antara memories yg aku rindu... ada banyak lagi... korang?

p/s: To my goodfriend Z*l, sorry to hear abt your dad's passing... Semoga dia bersama orang2 yg soleh, Insya Allah... lets play our part as his child, even he's gone... doakan dia selalu...

Pic credits to: Google

Pencuri Hantu & Barang2ku...

Salam...

Jumaat haritu (30 Julai '10) lps balik keja, aku singgah restoran mak aku... dung- dang dung- dang masak melepet sambil melayan Kemuncak Imam Muda (yeay, Asyraf menang...! and I like Hizbur too... plus their wives muka sangat comel dan suci...) dalam pkl 11 malam macam tu, aku pon balik...

setibanya kami di rumah, kami pon ready2 nak tido... dgn MAM yg dari awal2 mengadu sakit kepala, pastu AZA pulak mmg dah tunjuk tanda2 kepenatan, aku pon mcm nak landing laa...

sekali aku tgk ada mcm serpihan tiles kat atas katil aku... mcm agak pelik laa jugak, sbb aku kluar last dari rumah pagi tadi, mmg konfem takde apa2 atas katil... so aku masuk bilik air, nak check ada ke tiles yg tercabut ke... takde laa pulak! ntah mcm mana aku tergerak nak check kat dressing table aku tu... (dressing table aku mmg berserabut banyak barang).. aku perati elok2... sekali aku perasan tabung AZA takde!!! 2 tabung pulak tu, yg aku ngan suami aku rajin masukkan duit coins... tabung tu dah pecah, ada kat bilik sebelah kena robek! (chah, the tabung was given by you, when AZA was born! *tsk*tsk*)

belek punya belek... ada few items dah takde... rupanya2 rumah aku kena masuk pencuri!!! tapi bila kitorang check ada tak pintu/ tingkap kena umpil, takde pulak apa2 kesan... agak musykil di situ... last2 kitorang cam assume pencuri tu dok masuk dari ceiling, ye laaa sbb tu jek cara yg dorang boleh masuk dalam rumah... hangin betul laaa.. ni dah kali ke 2 rumah yg sama kena.. dulu losses lagi banyak, Alhamdulillah yg ni tak laa teruk, tapi some of the missing items tu ada sentimental value to me and to the family *sob*sob*

kami nak pindah!!!

In Memory

Salam,

On this day, last year... I lost my bapak...

Al- Fatihah...

Right Now...

Salam,

I know I've been very bad lately in posting updates, stories in this blog. I don't know, there are no fit reasons to support the action...

but one thing for sure, I like what I'm doing at the moment... probably last time I was so stressful, hence the writings yg kebanyakkannya yg bukan2... hehehhe

skarang sangat happy, yes aaaa?

ok laaa, takde laa berserabut mcm dulu kan... muka asyik macam nak menangis jek :) (that's what people told me...)

Kenapa Kau Macam tu haaaa?

Salam,

lately ni aku selalu sakit hati ngan si polan ni... dah laa selalu menyakitkan hati mak aku, aku nak tgk muka kau pon aku menyampah...

skarang kau nak masukkan sekali nama bini kau dalam hate list aku? silakannnnnn... be my guest!

pastu malam tadi mak aku dah kecik ati pulak dgn aku pasal si polan ni... nak jek aku sepak polan tu kasik tergolek!

sorry aku emo lately ni! polan ni lah!

Bapak, Abah and B

Salam...

Happy father's day to those three iconic figure in my life.. All of them contributed major impact to my life...

To arwah bapak, I love you so much! Even I can't express it explicitly, He knows my love towards you... Alfatihah...

To abah, thanks for raising your son as he is... and thanks for sharing your love as though I am your own daughter...

To my B, you showers great love, and affection to our son with some discipline and strictness to add the taste... I love you in depth for that! May you continue to be the best leader in the family, Insya Allah...

This entry is dedicated to all of them and other dads around the world... Happy Father's Day!

What I want...

salam...

at the moment is a sewing machine... not a complicated one, just a regular one that can perform basic sewing plus some intermediate functions...

agak2 ok aci tak kalau mintak utk hadiah birthday?

While I Still Can Dream...

Salam...

I want to...

1. be the best companion to my husband

2. be the coolest mother to my child(ren)

3. offer mak a hand in anything that she needs

4. take lots and lots of babies' pictures (enhancing my photography skills)

5. do bungee jumping, white- water rafting and paragliding

6. own a family business; husband as CEO, me as MD, kids as Exec. Dirs.

7. overcome my fears on swimming in the open sea and COCKROACHES (yikes!)

8. own a bungalow with my own ideas of decorations

9. have one mega birthday bash that has big bouncy castle for adults to go nuts!

10. have my own car that is only a two- seater car (car plate starts with RR)

11. own a Chanel Jumbo

12... and lots more...

(there are a lot more... too tired to ketuk the keyboard)...

Pulling My Socks Up... again!

Salam...

Tomorrow I'm gonna start to see my O&G back...

I plan to, again do the treatment in order to provide new adik for AZA (Insya Allah :)

I've been planning for this since late last year actually, but being me with high difficulty in conceiving, it was a prolonged plan...

pity my son that he plays alone... or only with adults in the house...

funny when he said that there's a baby in his tummy (imitating my SIL who just gave birth)...

glad when my friends keep adding the number of their family members... (envy a bit, tho!)

happy to start recollecting babies stuff or re-use AZA's 'hand-me-down' props...

hopeful to keep doa to Allah to fulfill my wish... Aminnnn...

“Wahai Tuhanku! Kurniakanlah kepadaku dari sisi-Mu zuriat keturunan yang baik. Sesungguhnya Engkau sentiasa Mendengar (menerima) doa.”

(Ali- Imran, ayat 38)