Salam,

I can't help but to write this...

I know I have to be forgiving somehow, a sister must act the way a sister should be...

but I can't help it. I tried...

In respect of Ramadhan, I do not plan to have this sour feeling and infect people surround me, and I hope the same thing happen in return.

But something had happened. On last Friday, marked the second year of my dad's passing. My mom decided to organize a 'kenduri tahlil' the nite before at the surau next to her place. At the same time, there was a big football match, much awaited match; M'sia vs S'pore...

I had to sacrifice, not going to the match... No! it was not even a sacrifice. When the kenduri was for my arwah bapak, one could not top the priority. End of story. There is no second thot of either you should go to the match, or make yourself available for the kenduri.

But the king and the queen of the house were not around. Can you guess where were they? At the STADIUM! Having the blast of their lives!!! My mom told me that the king had to work that nite, since he was working with this one football association, so ok, understood.

But can you get it when the queen told my mom that she was going out, to the stadium? Well, she is not working with that assoc, and she wasn't even needed at the stadium as volunteer or whatever... she had to be at home, or the surau to recite doa for his FIL...

I know she never had any opportunity to know my arwah bapak, but still...!

show some respect and empathy to us, esp my mom... when you are still living under her roof, and you could still do that... uurgghhhhh!

whatever it is, I put the blame on the king... for not enforcing the queen! you know you should tell her to be present when you could not be around... urggghh! some people are so thick- skinned!

and the next day, that Fri nite... our family went to 'meminang' for my youngest brother. Guess who wasn't around, for the reason that he was tired and just got back from work?

BINGO! You got that right!

Did he care to send his queen as his rep?

BINGO! You got that right, too!

Look who's incharge...

Need to say more? :)

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Loss of a Friend

Salam...

Tgh hari tadi aku dpt satu text msg, katanya dia husband pada arwah isteri dia yg dah meninggal minggu leaps. Sbb aku dah tukar phone, nombor org pon banyak aku x save, so aku pulak mcm x tau siapakah isterinya itu...

Maghrib ni baru dapat jawapan... Kawan aku masa kami hantar anak2 pegi Alimkids Playgroup... Sedihnya... Semoga Allah menempatkan arwah Kak Noraini bersama para anbia' Insya Allah


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Father's Day Celeb: Dinner @ Ben's KLCC

Salam...

We are now at Ben's, KLCC... makan2 utk Hari Bapa, just the 3 of us.

The location was once used to be California Pizza Kitchen (CPK), now the ambience has changed, more relaxing, jazz musics are played... And the food, not bad I would say...

The father ordered Duck Confit Spaghetini, the father's son ordered chicken and mushroom pie, while the father's wife (that's me!) ordered Soft-shelled Crab Spaghetini. I love mine, truly recommended, and the price is of course, KLCC- priced... Oklah, boleh direpeat bila gaji masuk :)

To MAM, you are one truly great daddy to our son. May our love and the dedication to be great parents are blessed by Allah SWT. I love you with all my heart... Happy father's day to my arwah bapak... And of course, my FIL, too... love you!


The menu...

X tau kenapa dia buat mcm ni...

Daddy dan itiknya...

Can u spot my crab? Oh crap! My camera isn't high- end...

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New Class at Blubricks. Ampang

Mommy and Daddy are registering me for new speech and drama class next week. Today I went to their trial class, i had so much fun...

I was shy at first, but after few hops, crawling and exchange short stories, mom and dad are determined to sign me up...

The End...




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Total Eclipse of The Moon

Salam.

Last nite I witnessed one of Allah's greatest signs. The moon or lunar eclipse. It was an impromptu plan with en. MAM. Heard from a radio station that there'll be lots of activities in conjunction with this event at Masjid Negara.

So we made a move at 2am as the solat sunat would start at 3am. Once arrived, registered ourselves, and made way to few big telescopes to have a closer look at the moon. Subhanallah. Maybe I don't know how to appreciate those solar system's wonders as those astronomists, but I truly digested the beauty as one regular 'masyarakat biasa'...

Allah is Great!

View when we first arrived

My hero was having his moment

My turn now

Khutbah after solat sunat gerhana bulan. Semoga umat Islam mengambil setiap iktibar dari apa yg Allah telah janjikan akan terjadi...

Screen showing view from what's seen in Sabah. Unfortunately, the full eclipse in KL was hidden due to heavy clouds surrounding the moon.

Off to breakfast... Funny, people leaving clubs and karaoke joints nearby, and they had this weird face seeing us in baju melayu and jubah.

I'm finally home. Ya Allah, jadikanlah aku seorang hambaMu yang solehah. Amin...

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Pengantin Baru

Salam...

Banyak masa yg terbuang, tapi tak di update jugak blog ni. Roz malas... Memang!

Adik ipar I dah selamat jadi isteri orang. Alhamdullillah, semua smooth. Cumanya, masa malam berinai, ghazal kena diberentikan, sbb DBKL call kata dpt complaints dari jiran2. Bosan tau kalau buat majlis kawin di area2 'mat saleh' ni... Nyampah!
Yg lain2, semua ikut skrip. Bagus, x sia2 buat family meeting sampai pkl 2-3 pagi...

I x banyak amik gambar, jadik AJK laa katakan. Yg mana I sempat snap jek laa ye.

Masa nikah ni...

Acara nikah dah abis... Kami amik tpt posing wajib.

Anak I yg nak tgk baju keturunan dia dari dekat... Teka baju apa? Ni masa majlis berinai besar...

I lupa laa nak amik gambar masa dia punya reception. Cantik betul dress dia. Sangat dipuji dan terpuji... Congrats Na & Adrian.

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Mari bersiap- sedia

Salam...

Keluarga belah ipar tgh sangat bz. Adik ipar nak nikah/ kawin weekend ni. Baju2 saya tak amik lagi dari tailor, jahit manik. Cuak pulak tiba2.

Mlm tadi pegi Duchess Place utk last min discussion deko. Kita tgk je laaa apa yg jadik nanti. List sedara2 mak dah overflow. Macam mana DP nak accommodate? Takpelaaa, bior deme mikiorkannye...



*teaser dulu...

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I'm so sorry...

Salam...

Just a quick updates. A very close person to me has ended one of her major phase in life. A very sad ending when from small we were told fairy tales do exist. All she hoped was there would always be a happy ending in a marriage.

Sadly, the wound is more unbearable when it involves little people. How can u look right in their eyes and tell them mama n papa are no longer together like before. Would they understand why? Would they care? Ntah laaa, Allah knows best...

To you my dear, be strong. As I always tell you, everything happens for a reason. Maybe this is an indication that we are getting closer to him, who knows? Don't forget, always be faithful to Allah, and we'll be rewarded. I love you, my dear!

Family Portrait

Salam...

My family portrait. I think this was when I was 2, during raya in my mom's hometown, Black H2o. Not in the picture, my youngest brother...

I miss my arwah bapak. Mmg nampak hensem dgn cara pemakaian samping yg askar2 pakai. And of course, he was one proud askar melayu dulu.

Hmmm, agak2 ada tak orang nak pakai samping mcm ni lagi?

Love you!



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Which one would you prefer?

Salam...

Just a question, which of these would u go after?



Mine definitely the 'smaller' brand. It has captured attention since the day I started familiarize myself with designer coffee brand. Lots of memories are built around the brand :chewah: Asal awal bulan dapat duit Mara, we'd spent some buying their ice-blended... The players were always me, U*a, Ch*h and So*d...

Oh yeah, another thing is that, bigger brand supports that regime (saya baru ada kesedaran, maafkan saya)... Will try my best not to be the supporter.

On other note, Insya Allah Ahad ni saya akan attend ini seminar. For those who hasn't plan anything, let's see each other this Sunday.



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Alhamdulillah

Salam...

Disclaimer:
I am posting this not to brag, what else to underestimate other children's capability. This is merely expressing my gratitude to Allah's blessings... Alhamdulillah

AZA just got his results for mid- term test. He's only 4, i know. But there's never too early nor too late for education. When I first sent him to school, some ppl questioned us on the decision. You know best when it involves your kids, Insya Allah...

AZA, thanks for this. We hope you are having so much fun at school, ergo the results... Let's try our best to keep this; Mommy & Daddy continue spending time to make learning fun @ home, and you to know gaining knowledge is fun too! I love sayang!




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Just Colors...

Salam...

Just thot let the pix will let the story unfold... *sebenarnya malas nak type*

To my beloved son, AZA...

"You will always be in my doa, everyday... without fail, Insya Allah... Mommy sentiasa doakan Adam menjadi anak yg soleh, an obedient servant to Allah... you are just as sweet as you are supposed to be, I could not ask for more... I love you with all my heart, you took away all the sadness, loneliness when you were not around... Semoga Allah sentiasa menggembirakan kita sekeluarga... aminn.."

It's DONE!

Salam...

Alhamdulillah, semua dah settle... mak bapak yg bekerja keras nak menjadikan birthday anak dia menjadik kenyataan sudah terjadik... saya suka! biasa laa, dalam hal2 menyelenggara birthday anak2 ni, mak pak dia yg terlebih excited, selalunya mmg mak2 yg mcm ni...

nanti saya cerita lagi.. kalau bukan saya, anak saya laa.. Insya Allah...

sementara tu, mari tgk gambar kek anak saya...

Idea saya yg nak letak aeroplane kat situ... :)

Ingat mula2 nak tempah kek yg bentuk aeroplane, mahal sangat... yg penting lps tu anak saya boleh main dgn aeroplane tu... :)

Just around the corner...

Salam...

saya penat! sepatutnya semua dah siap, plan dan tunggu masa nak execute...

tapi ntah kenapa tahun ni mcm buat benda separuh jalan je...

tak best betul laaa...

saya nak anak saya gembira...

Hati Ibu...

Salam,

argghhh... i'm still mad at this person! I thot I could just forget what he did... yeah, reconcile or better yet, speak like we were supposed to be...

somehow, u dont deserve my respect. when you dont have that respect to other people, especially your mother, then forget about other ppl respecting you... gila punya wish!

I just hope Allah do what's best for him...

p/s: I love you, Mak!

Ring a Cling Cling...

Salam...

I lost my engagement ring today... Fell into the conventional type of toilet bowl. Couldn't do anything to save it. End of story. Tsk... Tsk... Tsk...

p/s: Insya Allah ada hikmah... amin.

AZA: My First Day...

Bismillah...

I start school today, mommy and daddy enrolled me in a kindy close to my house...

After few places that they thought of sending me to, they settled for this school.

They were sure to send me to a different school at first, but it was full school house, but mommy promised me to go to that school next year, Insya Allah...

A Blessed Year Indeed...

Salam...

I have been ignoring this place for sometimes now... I made few pit-stops here, just to go and visited other friends' blogs, clicking their links away... and yet, too hesitant to write my own thoughts and stories...

Just to recap on this year's journey (Salam Awal Muharram 1432 and Happy New Year 2011 in advance), I would say Alhamdulillah, overall it's been a good and blessed journey for myself, and to the others too, Insya Allah...

• I finally got to perform my umrah early this year, and hope I can come back soon to perform my Hajj, Insya Allah...
• In terms of career, I am no longer zoned in the place that I called hell... I had the opportunity to change to a new place early of the year and Alhamdulillah, I'm happy to be where I belong...
• My recent assessment: I performed above average, Alhamdulillah... yeay! more bonus to come, maybe??? hahaha, yeah right!
• Me and MAM sealed a deal to get ourselves a brand new place, it may not look luxurious to some people, but money well- spent, Insya Allah...
• AZA has blossomed to be a healthy and bubbly boy... he has quite extensive vocabularies for children of his age... love every bits of him...
• MAM got few new projects, he seems a bit hectic but he's good in managing those... Good for you, B... LU2eM!
• EQ- wise: I think I've improved my patience level, I made doa to Allah often, and try to forgive people... Insya Allah...

and the list continues... but these are among the most significant ones to me. In essence, let's work harder for our betterment for the coming new year... Most importantly, let's be better in performing our duties to Allah... after all, He decides what we succeed and what we not...

Allah bless!

Isk.. Tak Sabar!

Salam,

Am still at the office... I should be going home an hour ago... the no-traffic-jam situation would be bliss for everybody... Imagine I would be driving home at 4.30pm... mana nak dapat dalam KL ni? kecuali mengulor le kaaaannnnn... :)

But I'm still here? Kenapa?

sebab I'm meeting someone... Going to get something from her...

I can only tell you tomorrow...

Orang tua2 kata, kalau belum jadi, takleh bagitau... nanti tak jadi... :)