Salam...
dah lama tak update... bukan malas... tapi takde mood...
selalu ada rasa nak tulis, tapi lepas tu terbantut...
tgh musim kiciwa sikit ni...
sabar ye, tak bulat takkan datang bergolek, yang pipih takkan datang melayang... Insya Allah...
Deciphering... and have mercy on us, Ya Allah.
Friday, August 28, 2009
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Hadiah Buat Mak
Salam...
I bought my mom a new watch yesterday... I like it of course, it has sapphire glass, mother of pearl face and the numbers are diamond- like crystals... Personally I wont wear it cause it has smaller face that what I have now (I kan kurang kefimininannya)... but I know it suits my mom well...
Plus, 'twas on sale! Yup, sale! Not that I'm being cheap... but you know you cant resist that and mak was the first person that crossed my mind... even suamiku pon saya tidak membelikannya...
tapi I bought for him a nice pen... which he said to me this morning when I gave him that, "Thank you, Thank you... I love you..." I pitied him cause he never had a proper pen to sign documents... paling canggih pon dia ada yg gel pen berdakwat basah... tapi cap biasa jek laa, yg budak college pon can afford to buy sekali sedozen... reason being: dia kata beli mahal2 kang cepat hilang... so my dear, pls dont lose this S******* pen ye? jaga laa elok2 seperti anda menjaga saya...
back to mak's story, I gave it to her last nite... and said, "Nah mak, ni jam untuk raya, tapi pakai masa raya tau, bukan sekarang". And I can see her face lights up... best kan? ye laa walaupon jam tu bukan riban2 punya... but at least I can make her happy even for a short time after my bapak's passing... (alamak, tiba2 ter'emo')...
and today... I bought her a new pair of crocs... wah... sangat berbelanja sakan aku! takpe, untuk mak... sekali sekala...
I bought my mom a new watch yesterday... I like it of course, it has sapphire glass, mother of pearl face and the numbers are diamond- like crystals... Personally I wont wear it cause it has smaller face that what I have now (I kan kurang kefimininannya)... but I know it suits my mom well...
Plus, 'twas on sale! Yup, sale! Not that I'm being cheap... but you know you cant resist that and mak was the first person that crossed my mind... even suamiku pon saya tidak membelikannya...
tapi I bought for him a nice pen... which he said to me this morning when I gave him that, "Thank you, Thank you... I love you..." I pitied him cause he never had a proper pen to sign documents... paling canggih pon dia ada yg gel pen berdakwat basah... tapi cap biasa jek laa, yg budak college pon can afford to buy sekali sedozen... reason being: dia kata beli mahal2 kang cepat hilang... so my dear, pls dont lose this S******* pen ye? jaga laa elok2 seperti anda menjaga saya...
back to mak's story, I gave it to her last nite... and said, "Nah mak, ni jam untuk raya, tapi pakai masa raya tau, bukan sekarang". And I can see her face lights up... best kan? ye laa walaupon jam tu bukan riban2 punya... but at least I can make her happy even for a short time after my bapak's passing... (alamak, tiba2 ter'emo')...
and today... I bought her a new pair of crocs... wah... sangat berbelanja sakan aku! takpe, untuk mak... sekali sekala...
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Suffocated
Salam...
Now I put on face mask at the office, and it's like part of my daily dress code... Luckily it comes in 2 choices of colors only, white or green... if not, I'll definitely find other colors to match with my office attires :)
I feel suffocated... and light- headed sometimes... lack of oxygen, maybe? But I have to put it on, some of my collegues are confirmed positive with Influenza A... so that means, those little culprits are actually surrounding me... scary isn't it?
Ya Allah, selamatkanlah hamba Mu ini, dan ahli keluarganya, serta rakan2nya... amin...
Now I put on face mask at the office, and it's like part of my daily dress code... Luckily it comes in 2 choices of colors only, white or green... if not, I'll definitely find other colors to match with my office attires :)
I feel suffocated... and light- headed sometimes... lack of oxygen, maybe? But I have to put it on, some of my collegues are confirmed positive with Influenza A... so that means, those little culprits are actually surrounding me... scary isn't it?
Ya Allah, selamatkanlah hamba Mu ini, dan ahli keluarganya, serta rakan2nya... amin...
Thursday, August 13, 2009
IUI Procedures
Salam...
agak ramai org bertanya how does this procedure works... so seperti biasa, adalahmalas penat utk saya menulis banyak kali , lagipon blog ini utk tatapan umum jua, I just penned everything here...
specifically this was done at LPPKN (Lembaga Penduduk something- something):
1st day of period: Called the clinic to set an appointment with the Dr. (dalam kejadian ini, aku 'kena' jumaat, so jumpa Senin)...
Appt Day: Consultation session with Dr. K. Dia kira itu, ini, yada yada... last2 dia prescribed Clomid (yg kena makan selama 5 days in a row) and Pregnol injection (3x, every other nite)... time ni bill around RM400.00. Then kena datang balik for ultrasound nak tgk the eggs.
2nd. Appt. Day: Dr. scanned me and said telur tak berapa matang, had to inject lagi sekali with Pregnol... then 2 days after that, I have to do another injection to release the eggs... then have to come for IUI procedure the next weeknya tu... Bill around RM300++ (ini dah termasuk tablets prescribed to kuatkan my rahim yg perlu dimakan a week after that IUI treatment)
IUI Day: Datang klinik pagi2 buta (dalam 7.30am) then tunggu turn buat IUI... Kos RM350.00
lepas tu, kita doa sama2, dan tawakkal pada Allah... it's all in His hands... Insya Allah...
kesimpulannya: ready2 jek laa dalam RM1500 for this whole thing... dan setakat yg I tau, it's more costly if you do it outside of LPPKN... ye laa, sbb LPPKN ni govt subsidized sikit... tapi tu laa, sbb dia cheaper than biasa2 ni, Q dia kadang2 boleh membuatkan blood go upstairs, tu tak masuk lagi Dr takde pegi course laa, amik cuti laaa, dah kena tunggu next cycle utk set another apptmt (tapi who are we pon nak complain2 sangat kan, bersyukur jek laa)...
juga perhatian pada kawan2 yg banyak makan clomid... tak tau laa kan, tapi I mmg mintak kat Dr. jgn prescribed clomid banyak2 kat I, sbb selepas makan tu, selera makanku mencanak2...
terus stress... :)
Insya Allah... teruskan usaha... and lets keep on doa to Him for He knows what He's doing... all the best!
agak ramai org bertanya how does this procedure works... so seperti biasa, adalah
specifically this was done at LPPKN (Lembaga Penduduk something- something):
1st day of period: Called the clinic to set an appointment with the Dr. (dalam kejadian ini, aku 'kena' jumaat, so jumpa Senin)...
Appt Day: Consultation session with Dr. K. Dia kira itu, ini, yada yada... last2 dia prescribed Clomid (yg kena makan selama 5 days in a row) and Pregnol injection (3x, every other nite)... time ni bill around RM400.00. Then kena datang balik for ultrasound nak tgk the eggs.
2nd. Appt. Day: Dr. scanned me and said telur tak berapa matang, had to inject lagi sekali with Pregnol... then 2 days after that, I have to do another injection to release the eggs... then have to come for IUI procedure the next weeknya tu... Bill around RM300++ (ini dah termasuk tablets prescribed to kuatkan my rahim yg perlu dimakan a week after that IUI treatment)
IUI Day: Datang klinik pagi2 buta (dalam 7.30am) then tunggu turn buat IUI... Kos RM350.00
lepas tu, kita doa sama2, dan tawakkal pada Allah... it's all in His hands... Insya Allah...
kesimpulannya: ready2 jek laa dalam RM1500 for this whole thing... dan setakat yg I tau, it's more costly if you do it outside of LPPKN... ye laa, sbb LPPKN ni govt subsidized sikit... tapi tu laa, sbb dia cheaper than biasa2 ni, Q dia kadang2 boleh membuatkan blood go upstairs, tu tak masuk lagi Dr takde pegi course laa, amik cuti laaa, dah kena tunggu next cycle utk set another apptmt (tapi who are we pon nak complain2 sangat kan, bersyukur jek laa)...
juga perhatian pada kawan2 yg banyak makan clomid... tak tau laa kan, tapi I mmg mintak kat Dr. jgn prescribed clomid banyak2 kat I, sbb selepas makan tu, selera makanku mencanak2...
terus stress... :)
Insya Allah... teruskan usaha... and lets keep on doa to Him for He knows what He's doing... all the best!
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Free Leave Today
Salam...
We have to go back and 'dilarang berkerja arahan' by the management (only applicable to my level, 7B)... Hooray! There was this one guy suspected of having H1N1 (he had all the symptoms)... kesian dia...
suka kena balik pon suka gak.. but I was kinda worried if let say the guy is positive with the virus, we are to be home- quarantined for 7 days, and not to have direct contact even with family members! Gila... macam mana nak main2 bergurau senda bersama l\keluarga?
But Alhamdulillah, I just received txt message from my director stated that we are required to come back to work tomorrow... that means that guy is negative.. Insya Allah...
so everybody, lets just be extra cautious... wear face mask ye!
We have to go back and 'dilarang berkerja arahan' by the management (only applicable to my level, 7B)... Hooray! There was this one guy suspected of having H1N1 (he had all the symptoms)... kesian dia...
suka kena balik pon suka gak.. but I was kinda worried if let say the guy is positive with the virus, we are to be home- quarantined for 7 days, and not to have direct contact even with family members! Gila... macam mana nak main2 bergurau senda bersama l\keluarga?
But Alhamdulillah, I just received txt message from my director stated that we are required to come back to work tomorrow... that means that guy is negative.. Insya Allah...
so everybody, lets just be extra cautious... wear face mask ye!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
And Ramadhan is Approaching...
Salam...
Errkk... it'll be less than 2 weeks before Ramadhan comes... and I still have 2 more days to replace my previous 'puasa'...
OK. MUST. PUASA. TOMORROW. NO EXCUSE. SAHUR. MALAM. NI. MAKAN. MAGGI. CUKUP!
then kena do your puasa nazar pulak, roz! haishhh.. tembelina betul!
Errkk... it'll be less than 2 weeks before Ramadhan comes... and I still have 2 more days to replace my previous 'puasa'...
OK. MUST. PUASA. TOMORROW. NO EXCUSE. SAHUR. MALAM. NI. MAKAN. MAGGI. CUKUP!
then kena do your puasa nazar pulak, roz! haishhh.. tembelina betul!
Friday, August 7, 2009
Second Attempt
Salam...
Just came back from the clinic... Not an ordinary one, but LPPKN... so I'm set to perform my IUI next week on Monday... pray for me... I think now is the best time for AZA to have baby brother/ sister... Insya Allah...
For those who knew, even AZA was conceived thru this method... aku dan suamiku sudah hampir setahun menerai cara biasa, and I guess takde rezeki lagi... So, last resort we opted for IUI again... (I was diagnosed with lower progesterone, tu yg susah nak ovulate tu... hmmm, adakah hormon jantanku pulak yg tinggi? Tapi aku nak pakai kasut tumit tinggi... mana mungkin! Ntahlah!)
So friends, doakan kawan anda ini mendapat baby baru ye? Laki/ perempuan saya tidak kisah, yg penting HAPPY!!! Thanks!
Cerita lain pulak ----> AZA sometimes ask for his Tokwan.... waaa, mau cakap apa? I told him, Tokwan dah takde, and he asked back, "Kenapa?" I just told him, "Tokwan dah meninggal, tapi Tokwan dah tak sakit dah"... and he just said, "Kenapa, Mommy?"... Aiyoh...
how to tell laaaa... he even asked to go to my parents' house to see Tokwan and nak naik kereta Tokwan... anakku, ibumu ini juga merindui Tokwanmu itu...
Alhamdulillah, without fail... I'll make sure I'll visit kubur my dad at least once a day... Syukur sangat that his kubur dekat dengan jalan, dan tak perlu membuat sebarang pendakian... So itulah kelebihan boleh selalu pergi jenguk, Insya Allah... Tapi mamat yg nak bikin batu nisan + tapak tu kata menda2 tu akan siap seminggu jek (last week lagi dah jumpa dia dah)... sampai laa ni tak siap2 lagi... dah laa 2-3 hari ni hujan... dan nampak mendap tanah tu dah... haishhh...
"bang, deposit dah amik bang, cepat laa sikit... taknak mendap lagi tanah tu..."
Just came back from the clinic... Not an ordinary one, but LPPKN... so I'm set to perform my IUI next week on Monday... pray for me... I think now is the best time for AZA to have baby brother/ sister... Insya Allah...
For those who knew, even AZA was conceived thru this method... aku dan suamiku sudah hampir setahun menerai cara biasa, and I guess takde rezeki lagi... So, last resort we opted for IUI again... (I was diagnosed with lower progesterone, tu yg susah nak ovulate tu... hmmm, adakah hormon jantanku pulak yg tinggi? Tapi aku nak pakai kasut tumit tinggi... mana mungkin! Ntahlah!)
So friends, doakan kawan anda ini mendapat baby baru ye? Laki/ perempuan saya tidak kisah, yg penting HAPPY!!! Thanks!
Cerita lain pulak ----> AZA sometimes ask for his Tokwan.... waaa, mau cakap apa? I told him, Tokwan dah takde, and he asked back, "Kenapa?" I just told him, "Tokwan dah meninggal, tapi Tokwan dah tak sakit dah"... and he just said, "Kenapa, Mommy?"... Aiyoh...
how to tell laaaa... he even asked to go to my parents' house to see Tokwan and nak naik kereta Tokwan... anakku, ibumu ini juga merindui Tokwanmu itu...
Alhamdulillah, without fail... I'll make sure I'll visit kubur my dad at least once a day... Syukur sangat that his kubur dekat dengan jalan, dan tak perlu membuat sebarang pendakian... So itulah kelebihan boleh selalu pergi jenguk, Insya Allah... Tapi mamat yg nak bikin batu nisan + tapak tu kata menda2 tu akan siap seminggu jek (last week lagi dah jumpa dia dah)... sampai laa ni tak siap2 lagi... dah laa 2-3 hari ni hujan... dan nampak mendap tanah tu dah... haishhh...
"bang, deposit dah amik bang, cepat laa sikit... taknak mendap lagi tanah tu..."
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Hari Ini
Salam...
Hari ini aku baru balik ofis... lps cuti seminggu last week, settle2kan hal arwah bapak...
pastu senin sampai tgh hari tadi, pegi course...
ni baru nak update blog yg agak2 hidup segan, mati tak mau ni...
haisshhh... life must go on, Roz!
Hari ini aku baru balik ofis... lps cuti seminggu last week, settle2kan hal arwah bapak...
pastu senin sampai tgh hari tadi, pegi course...
ni baru nak update blog yg agak2 hidup segan, mati tak mau ni...
haisshhh... life must go on, Roz!
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